How to find cyanide?

[sheleftme1]

I'm not looking for anyone to tell me there are other ways. Today was the last day I will ever see the love of my life and I'm not ok. I want to purchase a means of ctb that is 100% affective. I can't buy a gun due to legal issues.

 

[thebookofdisquiet]

I only know that it's used for goldsmithing, cleaning and polishing jewelry, maybe a metallurgical supplier?

 

[saucerfulofsecrets]

While I don't have any incredibly useful information to answer your question, I do hope you know how cyanide kills you and that you will very likely suffer greatly before you reach peace. You'd said you aren't looking for someone to tell you there are other ways, but I implore you to weigh up your options to help you part ways with us. Although, the pit inside most pitted fruits contains a cyanide compound when ground up (apricots, plums, etc.) In the end, I hope you find the peace you deserve. one love.

 

[Lulzacruel]

You can search up natural sources of cyanide on government websites or on Google Scholar for accidental case-studies, and i've heard that some people filmed themselves getting cyanide. My advice would be to simply search up "cyanide" on YouTube, there are probably going to either be people who obtained it and wanted to sniff it for its almond smell (in which case you watch the video since they will inevitably disclose how they obtained the cyanide without ID.)

Hope this helps.

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

i just stumbled on a post where this guy tells you how to make some. now i'm not trying to be a jerk here but i won't share the link, i'll just copy paste his last line:

2. Congratulations, you just got cyanide poisoning! Now you can enjoy the worst pain you've ever felt for the last few minutes of your life as you succumb to a terrible burning sensation in your insides as you scream why the bloody hell did those movies with cyanide capsule lie to you!

 

[sheleftme1]

i just stumbled on a post where this guy tells you how to make some. now i'm not trying to be a jerk here but i won't share the link, i'll just copy paste his last line:

2. Congratulations, you just got cyanide poisoning! Now you can enjoy the worst pain you've ever felt for the last few minutes of your life as you succumb to a terrible burning sensation in your insides as you scream why the bloody hell did those movies with cyanide capsule lie to you!

Name isn't showing and there is no worse pain than I already feel.

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

really sorry that you're going through this and i believe but i can't in good conscience help you do that to yourself.

 

[busybee]

Cyanide poisoning: Symptoms, causes, and treatment

A person may accidentally inhale or ingest cyanide. Cyanide poisoning is a medical emergency, and immediate treatment is essential. Learn more here.

www.medicalnewstoday.com

Seems like a too low dose is survivable so you need some research. There are different types of cyanides too.

Would, regardless, be highly painful.
Did you listen to the jonestown tape? So much screaming in agony. It's on youtube too.

 

[HermitLonerGuy]

Cyanide poisoning: Symptoms, causes, and treatment

A person may accidentally inhale or ingest cyanide. Cyanide poisoning is a medical emergency, and immediate treatment is essential. Learn more here.

www.medicalnewstoday.com

Seems like a too low dose is survivable so you need some research. There are different types of cyanides too.

Would, regardless, be highly painful.
Did you listen to the jonestown tape? So much screaming in agony. It's on youtube too.

lol that piece of shit lied and said they crying because the taste is bitter and not because of pain.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Depending on where you live it might be difficult to obtain KCN but here's a guide:

MAKING CYANIDE POISON| detailed receipe|painless death

MAKING CYANIDE(potassium cyanide) !!!!Easy method in the bottom but read the whole thing!!!!! WHAT: Cyanide or potassium cyanide is A super strong poison. You die within seconds with no pain. HOW IT WORKS: The poison blocks the ability of the body cells to get oxygen. So you suffocate on...

www.sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[saucerfulofsecrets]

Depending on where you live it might be difficult to obtain KCN but here's a guide:

MAKING CYANIDE POISON| detailed receipe|painless death

MAKING CYANIDE(potassium cyanide) !!!!Easy method in the bottom but read the whole thing!!!!! WHAT: Cyanide or potassium cyanide is A super strong poison. You die within seconds with no pain. HOW IT WORKS: The poison blocks the ability of the body cells to get oxygen. So you suffocate on...

www.sanctioned-suicide.net

"as cyanide is the definition of quick and painless death." is this meant to be misleading? i don't know if they're trying to soften any blows, but to call cyanide assuringly quick and painless is blatantly false.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

"as cyanide is the definition of quick and painless death." is this meant to be misleading? i don't know if they're trying to soften any blows, but to call cyanide assuringly quick and painless is blatantly false.

Did I say it's painless? I know cyanide isn't painless but swallowing a big enough amount will still make it quick. Cyanide is a backup option for me in an emergency case.

 

[saucerfulofsecrets]

Did I say it's painless? I know cyanide isn't painless but swallowing a big enough amount will still make it quick. Cyanide is a backup option for me in an emergency case.

Oh, I was referring to the words of the article, not yours by any means. Sorry if it came off as such! Yeah, you'd just have to get a big enough dose to ensure unconsciousness early on (even then, it can take up to 4 minutes for your body to completely shut off).