Help how to ctb in a painless way

[mmmisswannadie]

hi, i currently live with my parents and relatives in one big house and the only time i can be alone is from midnight to 4am. i want to know if there are any painless methods for ctb? i want instant lights out. i don't wanna go thru pain and shit because ive already gone thru enough. i have a set deadline for myself, and if by then i dont end up doing it, ill post an update

 

[LastNite]

Painless and instant lights out would mean gunshot. I assume thats not possible at all for you. Theres other painless ways to go, but each with its risks. For myself I have a few ideas of painless ways Id go if the time came, but I wouldn't recommend it or encourage it. Your best bet is to do your own research on here. There's plenty of helpful resources. If you're clueless just ask around and people will help you find things.

 

[Nolongerlive]

hi, i currently live with my parents and relatives in one big house and the only time i can be alone is from midnight to 4am. i want to know if there are any painless methods for ctb? i want instant lights out. i don't wanna go thru pain and shit because ive already gone thru enough. i have a set deadline for myself, and if by then i dont end up doing it, ill post an update

Not to dishearten you , but most of us here are still in search of instant painless way to ctb ( that includes me) . The resources and time of yours also decide which method is best for you. Check and research on the following,

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[mmmisswannadie]

is shallow blackout good? apparently it takes minutes and is painless… could someone confirm this

 

[knowledgeseeking]

my partner OD on opioids accidentally in bed with me. He literally just closed his eyes and went to sleep. When I woke up and found him next me, it appeared he didn't struggle or open his eyes. Seemed painless and like a lovely way to die

 

[imontheloose]

my partner OD on opioids accidentally in bed with me. He literally just closed his eyes and went to sleep. When I woke up and found him next me, it appeared he didn't struggle or open his eyes. Seemed painless and like a lovely way to die

Not recommended. This is a risky gamble and explicitly listed as a non-method.

 

[Nolongerlive]

my partner OD on opioids accidentally in bed with me. He literally just closed his eyes and went to sleep. When I woke up and found him next me, it appeared he didn't struggle or open his eyes. Seemed painless and like a lovely way to die

Very nice and peaceful. Perhaps you can see what dose he taken and maybe that's the path .
For people like me with no access to all of these , not even SN, i can only envy.

 

[vira]

is shallow blackout good? apparently it takes minutes and is painless… could someone confirm this

ideally its a good method, with the perfect execution. there aren't any reliable, numerous examples of SWB suicides being successful. it could work, but there's just not enough examples of times where it has.

explicitly listed as a non-method.

i dont think so, iirc. the OD section was specifically on otc medications (tylenol, painkillers, whatever else). in fact, i think i recall a thread being made on opioids (as a method).

edit, yes (scroll up)

 

[Dinozauria]

Either gunshot or jumping could be painless and pratically instant. The only thing is with these methods (less sure about the gunshot but jumping especially) is that if you jump/shoot but still fail you've likely fucked yourself up for life

 

[imontheloose]

i dont think so, iirc. the OD section was specifically on otc medications (tylenol, painkillers, whatever else). in fact, i think i recall a thread being made on opioids (as a method).

edit, yes (scroll up)

Depends on the opioid, but it's similarly a gamble despite someone making a thread on it. Opioids are hard to find a lethal dose for, you can not even feel X dose whilst it kills another. It's talked about by people often with nothing else. DIYing it is tough because of that. Resources either avoid it or provide these warnings. I honestly think fentanyl could be the most available and reliable one, however.

 

[SummerTrip]

Depends on the opioid, but it's similarly a gamble despite someone making a thread on it. Opioids are hard to find a lethal dose for, you can not even feel X dose whilst it kills another. It's talked about by people often with nothing else. DIYing it is tough because of that. Resources either avoid it or provide these warnings. I honestly think fentanyl could be the most available and reliable one, however.

Actual opioid drugs like heroin, methadone and fent from the streets, not medications like oxy work pretty much the same for everyone who's naive. There is no need to calculate the dosage if you have access to a good amount of substance. 1-2 grams would end anyone. Even if the purity is low, the crap that's mixed in will only help with OD.

 

[imontheloose]

Actual opioid drugs like heroin, methadone and fent from the streets, not medications like oxy work pretty much the same for everyone who's naive. There is no need to calculate the dosage if you have access to a good amount of substance. 1-2 grams would end anyone. Even if the purity is low, the crap that's mixed in will only help with OD.

The crap mixed in won't help with OD because dealers cut it with cheap material not meant to kill you. You can take 2g of morphine and still be alive. Regimens I've seen go up to 15g of morphine in a drug mix, not even alone. The LD50 is supposedly 100mg. Whereas a few mg of fentanyl can kill you. You need to ensure you're not going to be found anytime soon since naxolone is carried by first-responders now and purity is a huge concern, you can't assume they're putting nembutal in instead of useless, cheap filler.

 

[SummerTrip]

The crap mixed in won't help with OD because dealers cut it with cheap material not meant to kill you. You can take 2g of morphine and still be alive. Regimens I've seen go up to 15g of morphine in a drug mix, not even alone. The LD50 is supposedly 100mg. Whereas a few mg of fentanyl can kill you. You need to ensure you're not going to be found anytime soon since naxolone is carried by first-responders now and purity is a huge concern, you can't assume they're putting nembutal in instead of useless, cheap filler.

Not talking about morphine. It is a medication not a street drug. Any street opioid is much more potent than that.
I don't know where you are from, but where I'm at if the drug isn't pure, it's usually filled with some other substance that increase the effect not dull it, which actually increases the chances of accidental deaths. When it comes to CTB it only helps.
The fear of being found out seems like a kiddy issue. If you are certain, finding the place where you wouldn't be found for some time isn't an issue.

 

[imontheloose]

Not talking about morphine. It is a medication not a street drug. Any street opioid is much more potent than that.
I don't know where you are from, but where I'm at if the drug isn't pure, it's usually filled with some other substance that increase the effect not dull it, which actually increases the chances of accidental deaths. When it comes to CTB it only helps.
The fear of being found out seems like a kiddy issue. If you are certain, finding the place where you wouldn't be found for some time isn't an issue.

Well, your dealer wants a consistent customer and not a dead body. I've seen these things occur and the filler is usually just cornstarch, talc, lactose, whatever. The idea dealers lace your drugs with anything without the intention to make money is rubbish scare tactics from the news. They don't care about your high.

Like I said, fentanyl is likely the best option considering it's cheaper than heroin and usually gets cut into heroin batches where the heroin % is ~10% anyway. Death by opioids is extremely variable, this is noted by every single resource you'll find. I've given explicit advice regarding fentanyl before.

Considering this is a suicide forum where plenty people expectedly have harsh living circumstances be it sofa-to-sofa or living with others, being found is a real concern. It's not "kiddy", there are dozens of users who failed simply because they were found.

 

[SummerTrip]

Well, your dealer wants a consistent customer and not a dead body. I've seen these things occur and the filler is usually just cornstarch, talc, lactose, whatever. The idea dealers lace your drugs with anything without the intention to make money is rubbish scare tactics from the news. They don't care about your high.

Like I said, fentanyl is likely the best option considering it's cheaper than heroin and usually gets cut into heroin batches where the heroin % is ~10% anyway. Death by opioids is extremely variable, this is noted by every single resource you'll find. I've given explicit advice regarding fentanyl before.

Considering this is a suicide forum where plenty people expectedly have harsh living circumstances be it sofa-to-sofa or living with others, being found is a real concern. It's not "kiddy", there are dozens of users who failed simply because they were found.

Although private drug testing isn't available where I'm at, the markets that host the sellers do their own independent testing of the products. What has been found most in street opioids are other cheap CNS depressing substances. They don't necessarily increase the high for real but put you down just enough to simulate it.

Fentanyl isn't being sold here. Drug markets specifically prohibit it so it isn't being made or imported. Heroin is meh so methadone is the next best potion, especially if bought as a rock, not a shitty powder. Another fun thing about local markets is that they provide naloxone for free :) They really want users to continue to buy.

I didn't mean to mock anyone by saying "kiddie issue" and I'm sorry if it came out that way. I understand living circumstances differ, but if you really want to make sure you won't be found for the time it takes to CTB, I believe it's possible to find such place not matter how financially stable you are. It might not be as comfortable as doing it in the comfort of your own home though.

 

[imontheloose]

Although private drug testing isn't available where I'm at, the markets that host the sellers do their own independent testing of the products. What has been found most in street opioids are other cheap CNS depressing substances. They don't necessarily increase the high for real but put you down just enough to simulate it.

Fentanyl isn't being sold here. Drug markets specifically prohibit it so it isn't being made or imported. Heroin is meh so methadone is the next best potion, especially if bought as a rock, not a shitty powder. Another fun thing about local markets is that they provide naloxone for free :) They really want users to continue to buy.

I didn't mean to mock anyone by saying "kiddie issue" and I'm sorry if it came out that way. I understand living circumstances differ, but if you really want to make sure you won't be found for the time it takes to CTB, I believe it's possible to find such place not matter how financially stable you are. It might not be as comfortable as doing it in the comfort of your own home though.

Free naloxone. Wow.

No worries, no damage done!