How to check sn?

[ctb]

So I just asked my mom to buy me sn and got it but it's liquid and don't have any label on it,Is there any way to check it.Should I just drink it up or add water?

 

[Stan]

Op- your post worries me on many levels. From making a guess that you are very young to you not having done much research on the method.

 

[Lethe]

If it's already in solution, it may have reverted to Nitrate. The whole thing sounds very dubious, it's usually sold as a solid.

Also, asking your mom to buy your suicide method for you? That feels so warped.

 

[ctb]

Op- your post worries me on many levels. From making a guess that you are very young to you not having done much research on the method.

Sorry

 

[Stan]

Sorry

There is no need to apologise, my comment was meant in no way to cause harm, it was meant to prevent it. If you want to talk to me through pm, then by all means do so. We can talk about anything you want.

 

[BPD_LE]

So I just asked my mom to buy me sn and got it but it's liquid and don't have any label on it,Is there any way to check it.Should I just drink it up or add water?

My PM is always open too

 

[Mrnobody2019]

Unless you have no family or friends at all, suicide is going to cause pain, regardless of whether you try to prevent it or not; don't think it's fair to make the poor guy feel bad about it

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Unless you have no family or friends at all, suicide is going to cause pain, regardless of whether you try to prevent it or not; don't think it's fair to make the poor guy feel bad about it

I think what he's trying to say is it's not quite fair for OP's mother to go buy the thing that is going to kill her son/daughter. She obviously has no clue what she bought, but I'm sure she will feel incredibly responsible... That's my take on this situation at least. Also, maybe OP did not describe the salt properly and that is why it arrived home with her in liquid form.

Yes, people are always going to be involved in the death of another. They have to be. That's how it works, but involving a family member by having them purchase the killer substance isn't right. That's my opinion. I'm not bashing OP, just concerned.

Also worried that because a parent had to buy it for them, are they a minor, disabled or something else? I worry for minors..

Anyway, good luck, OP. x

 

[Mrnobody2019]

I think what he's trying to say is it's not quite fair for OP's mother to go buy the thing that is going to kill her son. She obviously has no clue what she bought, but I'm sure she will feel incredibly responsible... That's my take on this situation at least. Also, maybe OP did not describe the salt properly and that is why it arrived home with her in liquid form.

Yes, people are always going to be involved in the death of another. They have to be. That's how it works, but involving a family member by having them purchase the killer substance isn't right. That's my opinion. I'm not bashing OP, just concerned.

Also worried that because a parent had to buy it for them, are they a minor, disabled or something else? I worry for minors..

Anyway, good luck, OP. x

I understand completely, just feel the way it was posted previously was a little harsh

 

[Wreck-it-Riley]

When i was in my youth, and still had some small spark, i was in Scouts. It was a fun couple months, we sold popcorn and made little wooden race cars. But Knots were my favorite thing. I would practice all day at the house. One of the kids i lived with (Group home, 6-20 kids per home usually) Was also into rope. and asked me how to tie a noose. I taught him and even lent him my rope to practice with. He hung himself successfully that night. I was a room over. We were low capacity and nobody was in the top bunk with him. The others and i woke up to the paramedics in the early morning.

I tell you this story because, even after years of therapy, after his mother telling me it wasn't my fault. Everyone agreed, i did nothing wrong, and couldn't have known. But i know the truth. Sure, he could have found another way, but we were 12. If i hadnt taught him how, he could have lived long enough to sort things out. maybe even just until 16-18. those 4 years at that age mean a lot. I still blame myself. And i always will. There are too many bodies on my conscience for somebody who has never been to war. I got to touch a real f-22 in air cadets but that's as close as it came.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

I understand completely, just feel the way it was posted previously was a little harsh

You're free to see it that way. He can come off as harsh but means well. x

It does come off as harsh sometimes.

 

[Wreck-it-Riley]

Oh since nobody actually said.

If you have granular SN, not liquid, you can make a nic on you somewhere that bleeds and apply a little. If the blood goes brown it should be ok. A couple members have done this and shown pictures.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Oh since nobody actually said.

If you have granular SN, not liquid, you can make a nic on you somewhere that bleeds and apply a little. If the blood goes brown it should be ok. A couple members have done this and shown pictures.

Great idea! I'll use this when mine arrives. Thank you for the info. x

 

[MeltingHeart]

Oh since nobody actually said.

If you have granular SN, not liquid, you can make a nic on you somewhere that bleeds and apply a little. If the blood goes brown it should be ok. A couple members have done this and shown pictures.

is that in recent posts? i might wanna test in the future

 

[Wreck-it-Riley]

is that in recent posts? i might wanna test in the future

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/my-sn-has-arrived.24077/

Here is one, i cant find the one i saw with a picture. might have been trynacbt? Somebody who tried in the last week anyway. My memory is so shit when im like this.