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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
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Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
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promegranate_

promegranate_

I just wanna disappear :)
Jul 20, 2024
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lifteddream

lifteddream

wandering in the fog, alone
Jun 6, 2023
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27, been lurking for a few years now
 
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Light_

Elementalist
Apr 9, 2024
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43. Killed myself at 39 on accident. Now need to finish it. But become too disabled physically get it done and no one will help me.
 
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Minsu

Mage
Jan 17, 2023
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Early 20s
 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
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68, and if I may add, age is a number no more nor no less.

I have at my age have had way too much age discrimination.

NEVER on here and that is why we are all family.

Thank you so much everyone.

Walter
 
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.ᴍᴀʏᴜ.

At war with myself
Aug 15, 2023
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CrimsonPeace

CrimsonPeace

New Member
Jul 11, 2024
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Sakura.

Sakura.

Nienawidzę siebie.
May 1, 2024
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Merkava said:
Just turned 31.
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Hi, Merkava! Today is your 34th birthday! Happy birthday! :happy:

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dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
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just turned 57. never thought I would be this old :(
 
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Illuminated
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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I'm 39.

I've been suicidal ever since i was 16.
 
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crystalcastles

crystalcastles

Member
Apr 15, 2026
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26

If I die now, I will be forever young.
 
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ZeroRedz02

ZeroRedz02

Waiting GTA 6 constantly but my choice is to leave
May 21, 2026
146
Sod123 said:
I'm 40
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I'm 23

I will turn 24 on August, but i can't it's too much being on a world like this and being too much ignorant for starting to live, i am a shame and i am too much shamed from it for even starting to do something.

P.S: Also GTA 6 pre-orders will start on june 25.
Light_ said:
43. Killed myself at 39 on accident. Now need to finish it. But become too disabled physically get it done and no one will help me.
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Did you think about asking there?
 
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HNR_

Why's dying so logistically difficult?!
May 21, 2026
43
24, wanna CTB way before I turn 25...
 
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