c4di
oyasumi
- Oct 9, 2025
- 52
like my other tries i used an extension cord and a slip knot but i didn't actually tie it to my anchor, just wrapped it around since i didn't want to ctb today.
my first 3 tries were without padding, i tried positioning the noose both above and on my hyoid bone and it gave me the same results: the noose closed my throat and i couldn't breathe, after approximately 10 seconds i started gagging and just stood up. i also tried putting it right bellow my hyoid bone but i just got that head swelling feeling instead.
i tried another 4 times with padding, it didn't make much of a difference except that the swelling feeling got a bit stronger. on my last try i leaned slightly to the side and i got lightheaded? dizzy? im not really sure. also felt my limbs going a little weaker but it disappeared as quickly as it appeared and got replaced by swelling. i dont know if that was me actually getting close to passing out or not, I've never passed out before so i dont know what it's supposed to feel like.
what am i doing wrong here? i think im just applying all the pressure to the front of my neck and not to the sides of it. is the gagging normal and should i just bear it?
also sorry for posting so much about psh, it must be annoying
my first 3 tries were without padding, i tried positioning the noose both above and on my hyoid bone and it gave me the same results: the noose closed my throat and i couldn't breathe, after approximately 10 seconds i started gagging and just stood up. i also tried putting it right bellow my hyoid bone but i just got that head swelling feeling instead.
i tried another 4 times with padding, it didn't make much of a difference except that the swelling feeling got a bit stronger. on my last try i leaned slightly to the side and i got lightheaded? dizzy? im not really sure. also felt my limbs going a little weaker but it disappeared as quickly as it appeared and got replaced by swelling. i dont know if that was me actually getting close to passing out or not, I've never passed out before so i dont know what it's supposed to feel like.
what am i doing wrong here? i think im just applying all the pressure to the front of my neck and not to the sides of it. is the gagging normal and should i just bear it?
also sorry for posting so much about psh, it must be annoying
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