How much of your suffering is due to financial reasons ?

[Buddha.chris]

I've been struggling with maintaining myself for years I've been locked in my room and have been unemployed for almost 6 years I hate myself everyday I wake up i remind myself what a loser I am for not being able to live up to expectations a "man" is suppose to I have been on a mission to make money by any means before I ctb and have failed why you may ask I know money is worthless and it does not replace happiness you will become more evil and depressed having money but on one cant deny that having money equals stability and although it will never change the suffering and pain I feel everyday i would be nice to have something for once I hope my family will accept the fact that I will never come back because of them they caused my so much so pain I hate living i am embarrassed to be living I'm in pain Constantly in a manic depression I can't wait to Ctb .

 

[NambaSutra]

Not at all. Brain chemistry has nothing to do with money. Rich people CTB all the time.

 

[CentreMid]

Not my main reason but a big contributor for sure. I barely have enough money to survive, and with the way the world is going, I may not even be able to do that anymore. I have no future or hope for saving up for one, and my prospects will not be getting better any time soon, if at all.

 

[CompanyOpossum]

Literally all of it. I would not be here if there was a functioning safety net in this country and people weren't left to die on the streets.

 

[downndone2]

I lost inheritance, most my savings, marriage, business. Damaged relationships, Properties. Etc.

If I had not made fucked up decisions, I wouldn't be here today

Life is awful

 

[TimetoGo!]

I lost inheritance, most my savings, marriage, business. Damaged relationships, Properties. Etc.

If I had not made fucked up decisions, I wouldn't be here today

Life is awful

Would be good to hear your story……seems similar to mine. Its a terrible feeling losing it all. Its definitely messed my mind up.

So sorry

 

[3amwife]

It feels like being in a vicious cycle of suffering. I don't want to downplay the significance of mental stuff that actually effects people to ctb by saying the money is a huge issue but it really feels like something that suffocates me. I work freelance because I moved to a country that doesn't care about my degrees - only focusing on my language proficiency so i'm very limited. Though even if I got a job that could fix many financial problems, I still think I would want to ctb again.

 

[downndone2]

Would be good to hear your story……seems similar to mine. Its a terrible feeling losing it all. Its definitely messed my mind up.

So sorry

It is awful. Every day is just gutwrenching. Feel free to message me anytime.

 

[bigdog]

Now after a huge loss I think 80%.