How much longer do you plan to be alive?

[Last Caress]

Hi! You are truly a great global family member. My wish for you is love, kindness, understanding and the knowledge that you are loved and cared about here, no matter ones path in life. You are really a awesome person, one just has to read your post to see that aspect! Walter

Thanks Walter, lots of love and kisses! Your message made me give up a tear or 2 <3 Wish you the best.

 

[ChloeH2021]

I've planned to be gone by the 30th of may this year (My 29th birthday)

I have a Doctors appointment on the 28th of May and im not sure what its about as the home based treatment team set it up before dropping me from their services.

They referred me to IAPT before they let me go, but at the interview with IAPT they were concerned for my safety and sent me back.

being passed around like this is so shit and if that's all im getting I dont see any point keeping going.

Are you in London? I was sent to IAPT too

Are you in London? I was sent to IAPT too

I feel exactly the same as you and need to go ASAP

 

[demuic]

Today is my last day alive. I am feeling happy to unchain myself and become free and eternal. I love you guys, and I mean it, we don't know each other and I haven't interacted with you but I read everything and all of you are so beautiful! I hope they have good coffee on the other side.

I hope you find eternal peace.

 

[deletednumber]

hopefully ... I don't have much time left, I hope by the end of the month to take this blessed bus

 

[ChloeH2021]

I've planned to be gone by the 30th of may this year (My 29th birthday)

I have a Doctors appointment on the 28th of May and im not sure what its about as the home based treatment team set it up before dropping me from their services.

They referred me to IAPT before they let me go, but at the interview with IAPT they were concerned for my safety and sent me back.

being passed around like this is so shit and if that's all im getting I dont see any point keeping going.

Are we allowed to PM each other on here?

 

[Hattywacky]

About 2 months. I've got like 40 grams of sodium azide in a bottle ready to go. I just need to add water and down the hatch it goes.

Cato? the younger ? I love the what chaser said "Cato, I grudge you your death, as you would have grudged me the preservation of your life."

 

[LansJ70]

The weather is getting nicer, hopefully restrictions will be lifted, I know exactly the type of tent, and fire chimney and charcoal I need. I can get everything for c.£150, go somewhere beautiful, drink some great drinks, eat some great food, then get into my tent under the amazing universe and drift off to sleep forever.

3 months maybe? Maybe 2. Soon.

 

[lanax09]

9 days exactly, my train ticket to beachy head is booked and fuck if anything's gonna stop me now

 

[Sprite_Geist]

Until I find a new place to live near to where I do now, and also completed Mass Effect Legendary Edition.

 

[AndromedaZ]

I don't have a set time frame, really. I want to stick around for as long as my cat does. More realistically, I'll do it when I lose my job. I'm already on a warning. So sometime between a few months and the remaining life span of a 6 year old cat that doesn't go to the vet.


Oh, and for anyone wondering, I don't neglect to take her to the vet because I suck at having a pet. She's just so terrified of it that the stress of it is really not worthwhile for her. More harm done than good.

 

[sephlove]

I wish I had a button where I could close my eyes and it would just happen.

Instead, I have to carefully plan it out and have thoughts about the "consequences" and who it would effect. I wish I could shut that out. I wish I could also talk to people who think suicide is super selfish. We do think about our loved ones. It does cross our mind. But the pain is just so great that it overpowers everything. And no, pain is not just an emotion you feel. It's a state of being that becomes your flesh that you cannot escape. Death is the only way. And you hope your loved ones will understand.

 

[PaxAmerica]

I have always liked the idea of drowning.

 

[Bat 17]

I really don't know.

I more or less feel like the living dead / undead now already.

 

[Embers]

I really don't know.

I more or less feel like the living dead / undead now already.

Snap.

 

[Yasuke]

Next week

 

[sm20]

Until I find a new place to live near to where I do now, and also completed Mass Effect Legendary Edition.

Never played them although I was planning to before I got chronic tendinitis, I miss video games. Hope you have fun in your last days.

 

[NeuroDamaged3]

I would like to suddenly die soon but I know that won't happen, even with all the stuff they've given me - it only degrades the brain but the bodily is just too damn resilient. I have no ability anymore after all the drugs and especially the ECT to overcome natural self preservation instinct or summon up the will to die.

 

[Bullit]

I truly don't know. I hate life,its worthless,but do I have the courage to ctb? No.

 

[GreenTree]

If I wasn't scared of failure again I'd die now. Failed on full suspension. Ligature snapped. I admit I haven't got the balls for trains and jumping. Virtually guaranteed deaths. But who knows one day I might be at breaking point and do one of those.

 

[Sprite_Geist]

Never played them although I was planning to before I got chronic tendinitis, I miss video games. Hope you have fun in your last days.

Thank you!

 

[return2dreamland]

end of june, if not end of august. can't deal with everything past that.