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Backwood_tilt

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Dec 27, 2019
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i'm in the top 20%, and i'm probably averaging 4-6 drinks per day. I've only been drinking like this for just under two months. I'm going to CTB soon anyways so i don't really care.

Where do you guys rank? How much do you drink, and what do you drink?
 
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mesohappy

mesohappy

Cat piss sammich??
Jan 10, 2020
674
Ive got over twenty days sober right now,the longest Ive gone in years.I wanted to try out of desperation to see if sobriety would help me, as some said it would.Plus I don't have the money for that shit right now.Before I quit I was having at least 12 drinks a day(about a pint and a half).Rot gut vodka,straight shots..Im still not sure if I feel better or worse.I think I feel more numb,maybe dead inside.At least my toxicology will come back clean when/if I CTB.They cant "blame it on the booze".
 
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mukluk0713

mukluk0713

Loves you all!
Jan 30, 2020
39
I used to drink around 4-6 drinks per day, mainly beer but sometimes gin when I could afford it. I've cut it back to mostly just on the weekends and it has helped me some. It used to be the only thing I looked forward to, every night it was like an escape where things felt brighter and funnier and more normal, but eventually it was all I was doing. Started to feel empty, emptier than I usually did, and seemed to make me want to CTB even more. Now, I still feel that urge but it's quieter, certainly. Day to day doesn't feel as empty when all I'm looking forward to is getting drunk. Finding other things that I enjoy, replaying old games on emulators, browsing around here and interacting with all you lovely people. It has helped. Hope it helps you all too, if you make that choice to cut back that is. :heart:
 
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George81

George81

Member
Jan 8, 2020
57
I seem to be drinking around 6 nights of the week, averaging around 30 units a week which I don't think is too bad. I drink around 3 cans of cider a time, or a whole bottle of wine or nearly a bottle of malibu or around 9 units of gin, I try and mix it up a bit so I don't have the same drink every night. Sometimes I'm still drunk when I go to work in the morning and start having a hangover around midday. It gives me a fuzzy feeling and helps me push reality away for a short time. I started drinking when my mom died nearly a year ago now. Like mukluk0713 I look forward to a drink when I come home in the evenings. I'm glad, mukluk0713, that you've started to find comfort in other things and hope you continue to do well :heart:
 
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Sideswipe

Sideswipe

I have 2 Simian Palms... DNA is F@£ked
Nov 20, 2019
208
I don't drink. Used to... lots but quit after a bout of alcohol induced psychosis... not pretty..
 
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Maravillosa

Maravillosa

Господи помилуй — мир в Україні!
Sep 7, 2018
689
The only alcohol I drink is the Precious Blood when I receive Communion -- a sip once or twice a week. The Precious Blood is confected out of sweet rosé wine. I would suppose that I am in the fourth decile of the chart. I have never drunk very much. My late father was an alcoholic, as was one of his sisters and their father (who died when my father and aunt were children): also, one of my brothers has had trouble with alcohol and drugs, though I think he is now sober. Anyway, I have an addictive personality and am afraid to get myself hooked on boozing and getting high. I have enough trouble with my tendency to buy too many books, clothes, and jewelry, as well as eating too many sweets.
 
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TheEndof

TheEndof

It's getting dark and it's getting cold
Dec 31, 2019
146
0. I don't drink. Engaged in binge drinking a few years ago but didn't make me feel anything, to be honest. Never got very drunk despite my small size. So, I quit.
 
Broken Chimera

Broken Chimera

The abyss also gazes into you
May 27, 2019
972
I used to drink often but it was a toss up between wine and vodka. Strange enough I could never get drunk only buzzed. I can't do it that much now but I don't really care too much about it now.
 
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Thereisnothing

Thereisnothing

Enlightened
Jan 4, 2020
1,604
I don't drink, on far too many prescribed drugs, but also my stomach is too bad for it anyway.
 
Hennessy

Hennessy

Specialist
Jan 14, 2019
360
I drink too much, but the quantity varies. I drink a lot of different drinks, but mainly beer and cognac. For me, drinking alcohol and listening to music is my sanctuary. It's my refuge from this very bad and evil world.
 
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Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
2,225
If you know me on this forum, you will know I like my rum, but I can take it or leave it. Without it most of the time I am a grumpy evil person, drink hide's that.
I can have a day or two of binge drinking, then I can go day's without, I normally drink again as it doesn't make me feel suicidal, I actually feel less likey to want too when drunk, I know it can be the opposite for many. I mean I feel it 90% of the time anyway, but drink hides it more for me!
 
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Majin K.

Majin K.

too weak for this world
Jan 9, 2020
232
Maybe like a single beer every week.
 
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George81

George81

Member
Jan 8, 2020
57
I drink too much, but the quantity varies. I drink a lot of different drinks, but mainly beer and cognac. For me, drinking alcohol and listening to music is my sanctuary. It's my refuge from this very bad and evil world.
That's exactly what I'm doing now lol! Pink gin and Spotify
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,723
I'm probably between the sixth and seventh decile. I don't really drink except during certain events, or special occasions, and the longest I went without a drink was probably over several months.
 
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ComingClose

Member
Jan 19, 2020
65
We buy a couple of bottles of vodka once a year from whichever place we go on holiday and that usually lasts us the whole year, birthdays and Christmas included. I drank a lot more from age 18 to 30.
 
waterbottleman

waterbottleman

Not a person
Sep 30, 2019
721
I drink maybe once or twice every 2 weeks or so. So I'm not a regular drinker at all. I don't do any drugs or smoke cigs either.

I used to smoke marijuana often but I quit.
 
Aeathelina

Aeathelina

Little Homeless Girl
Feb 5, 2020
308
I can down a 72pc of beer in two days and drink three bottles of wine in a day. I'm poor now so I can't buy booze but when I do. I drink like a fish .
 
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Jessamine

Specialist
Oct 28, 2019
352
Between 1-2 bottles of wine a day. My alcoholism is enough for me to want to ctb without all my other issues on top.
 
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FrailPaleStaleMaleSS

FrailPaleStaleMaleSS

Hopeless addict druggicel
Oct 21, 2019
140
Could you remind me and give me a legend on what they class as one drink from each sort of drink. Then I could give you an estimate as what I drink varies.
 
mesohappy

mesohappy

Cat piss sammich??
Jan 10, 2020
674
Could you remind me and give me a legend on what they class as one drink from each sort of drink. Then I could give you an estimate as what I drink varies.
I think they go by: 1 can of beer or 1 glass of wine or 1 shot of hard liquor= 1 drink..Thats how the state I live in categorizes it.
 
FrailPaleStaleMaleSS

FrailPaleStaleMaleSS

Hopeless addict druggicel
Oct 21, 2019
140
I think they go by: 1 can of beer or 1 glass of wine or 1 shot of hard liquor= 1 drink..Thats how the state I live in categorizes it.
Ohnin that case it varies from I guess 16-30 drinks a day. So in a week I can hit over 200. On stupid weeks 300. Easilly.
 
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Pink Magic Archon

Member
Jan 31, 2020
9
I wanted to try out of desperation to see if sobriety would help me.. .Im still not sure if I feel better or worse.I think I feel more numb,maybe dead inside
I've never quit alcohol (I'm at least 90th percentile myself), but generally with quitting an addiction, you initially feel worse, then you feel better a couple weeks to months later then you feel worse a couple months later before you start feeling truly better.
 
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Pan

Paragon
Oct 24, 2019
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i'm in the top 20%, and i'm probably averaging 4-6 drinks per day. I've only been drinking like this for just under two months. I'm going to CTB soon anyways so i don't really care.

Where do you guys rank? How much do you drink, and what do you drink?
I consume approximately a six pack daily.
 
Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
I'm basically tea total. I don't like losing control, I've seen what happens when I do. I don't want to think I'm better than I am, there's enough people on youtube for that
 
Scooby-Doo

Scooby-Doo

Student
Oct 10, 2019
133
I drink 6 pint cans of Budweiser 3-4 times a week.
 
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Pan

Paragon
Oct 24, 2019
914
I drink daily, and have done so for over a year.
 
revenge88

revenge88

Member
Feb 2, 2020
61
I drink when I get emotional, till it destroys me, after a few day Im ashamed off myself !
I use benzos when Im feeling bad.. that what drives ctb
 
Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
Can't drink during the week since I'm a trucker, but once I get home, I'm all over the alcohol like flies on a turd.
 
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Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
I was extremely close to becoming an alcoholic when I fell ill so I never drink on my own anymore. I don't mind having a beer or a drink with a friend on weekends, though.
 

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