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BluesRunTheGame

BluesRunTheGame

Blackpilled
Dec 15, 2020
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For me it was around 3 or 4. I had a solid evening session, in spite of the TV trying to distract me.
 
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Leiden

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Sep 1, 2020
435
All day long, every single day.
 
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nolongerhuman

nolongerhuman

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Feb 9, 2021
497
I woke up wanting to kill myself and spent most of the evening wanting to kill myself.
 
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WatermelonMel

WatermelonMel

Melon Master
Aug 19, 2019
408
Unless there's something fun to distract me it's all I can think about
 
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Yiyo123

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Apr 24, 2020
94
I constantly think about it. Is a though that never goes away. Is always there... waiting for me.
 
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newave3

newave3

I want out
Nov 21, 2020
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Suicidal thoughts never leave me. They are imprinted into the synapses of my brain.
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
904
Whole day. It's impossible not to think about it
 
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BloodyNobody

BloodyNobody

AshIsOurPurestForm✨
May 25, 2021
62
There's not a minute it isn't on my mind, even in my dreams I often commit suicide
 
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SelmaJezkova10

SelmaJezkova10

Amorphous and useless thing
May 24, 2021
88
It depends on the day, sometimes all day, sometimes a few hours
 
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