How important is planning when it comes to killing yourself?

[pika401]

I have been always planning to CTB by jumping onto the train tracks as a train approaches, but SI makes it almost impossible to do it on a planned date. I always swear to myself that I will jump "today", and end up not feeling it the moment before jumping, and I have been like this since the past few months.
Recently, I have been questioning myself if I should even be deciding the time I CTB depending on when I have enough courage to jump. Should I be planning my death more properly?

Also please don't remind me about how unethical this method is, I know that.

 

[MessyNonsense]

Short answer: Very. Longer answer: If perusing this site (perhaps devouring is a better word) over the last few days has taught me anything, it's that hasty attempts rarely work the way we're hoping they will. I can't personally claim any knowledge of the effectiveness of the train method, though I believe that info is freely available on this site with some digging. I also totally relate to wanting to plan it around a moment when you're "feeling it" so as to overcome SI. I would just implore you to consider your priorities; I imagine your main goal is to successfully die? If that's the case, you may want to consider a bit more planning and possibly even other methods, though I understand the attractiveness of the train method