Help How effective my plain of CTB is?

[TheLittleMouse]

I am planning to CTB with the partial hanging method.

I have a plastic rope of 5mm that i tied 3 slipknots on one side and 1 nose on the other.

My plain is to stuck the rope inside of a drawer in my closet and stuck it using one of the knots (both work for that) to prevent the rope from escaping. For what I have tested it seems to be successful! (the closet and the rope seem to support my weight(38kg).

I didn't decide what position I will be using yet. And I don't understand how to place the rope on my neck (I've been searching but my first language isn't English so its difficult to be sure and I don't want to fail or have doubts).

About other details. I live with another person and they work a lot, so i have a lot of opportunities since I pass most of my days alone. I thought about hanging myself in a florest near by my house (because i didn't want to find by the person i share the house with, but I am having a hard time leaving and I am afraid that I might be caught, so this is the best option I have) I've try to find better materials but this is the best I have access to, but I accept advices.

The only thing that I am missing to CBT (without counting the knowledge) its the note i want to leave behind, I have an ideia in how to do it. When I have it all, I will put my plan in pratice.

(My second possible method its the tourniquet one, but I dont feel quite confident with it)

 

[befree]

I think 5 mm is too thin.

Since you can't use the search function yet and you mention the tourniquet method, you can find a book about the carotid method here:

Selbstbestimmt Sterben Die Carotis - Methode.pdf - AnonFiles

anonfiles.com

It´s in German, but you can use deepl.com

If you decide to use a tourniquet, I would not use a homemade one, but buy one (amazon, brand name "TIME").

 

[TheLittleMouse]

I think 5 mm is too thin.

Since you can't use the search function yet and you mention the tourniquet method, you can find a book about the carotid method here:

Selbstbestimmt Sterben Die Carotis - Methode.pdf - AnonFiles

anonfiles.com

It´s in German, but you can use deepl.com

Thank you, so much :)

 

[HerculePoirot]

OP probably means "How effective my plan to CTB is?"