Could have done better. I guess if I knew then what I know now things could be different? But there's no going back, we play the cards in our hands.
I'm starting to really question life and it's meaning. No matter what you do, how successful you are or aren't. What job you have, how much you earn, we end up the same.
Why do people value life so much? Why do Doctors save people from dying when there quality of life is so poor? For example save someone's life even though they'll be severely disabled or unable to care for themselves. Surly that's just evil making them suffer life because it's "life"?
Why does society make it hard or illegal to buy drugs that you can use to ctb?
We should be able to ctb when we are ready and it should be easy and painless. Society forces people to take extreme measures and suffer terrible pain sometimes to pass.
My only really so called easy method would be to jump from somewhere very high to ctb. Should I really have to take this path because society won't make it any easier?
Sorry just having a rant!