overcame a lot. big dreams. worked hard. fought depression. loved. was loved. unable to master mind. succumbed to mental, physical pain. couldn't defeat my past. failed to see a bright future. quit before it turned really ugly. (wished I could have been stronger).
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ForestLove, brighter, Void115 and 3 others
Long: Forced to deal with trauma, the people I loved killed themselves or were killed one after another and here I am inspired by their actions wanting the same.
This accretion of sensory, experience and feeling, programmed with the illusion that you're a individual is totally fallacious. There's no way to sum up your life, for you are, in fact, already dead. You're biological waste, pumped into a certain form and mechanic trhough the chaos of nothingness.
The things that happens in your life - that "define" your tragic story - means nothing.
I had a pretty good childhood then I got fucked up. Then I really fucked everything up in an unbelievably huge way. I was a drug addict. But I was very sad. I am hurting everyone
Same. 31 with nothing. Been practising partial hanging but can't manage to pass out. Thinking the 6-7 hour to jump will be worth it. I just picked up drinking and I will not drive drunk..... I'm too weak to do this sober. Embarrassing.
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