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EternalHunger

EternalHunger

Biomisian
Sep 3, 2025
31
I am so desperately lonely right now but paradoxically don't want to talk with anyone, how do you guys cope with this?
 
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LapseInTime

LapseInTime

Top-notch parasite.
Sep 4, 2024
129
I honestly don't know how I've been coping honestly, some days are shit and some days are great.

I do what everyone else does except just alone and I daydream scenarios to keep me fulfilled.
This. I constantly do this; I maladaptively daydream, making up situations in which something good happens only to then return to my crushing reality. I pretend to argue with people -and win, of course- or generally pretend I'm a strong and independent person. I sometimes find myself involved in funny, or overall pleasing situations. I keep enacting them again and again until I've had my fill. Maybe I'll make a thread about it, it's something I think could be relatable to somebody else. I've been doing it ever since I can remember.

Other than that I browse sasu and a couple of other social media. I also listen to music, it eases me into daydreaming. I may also journal. Lately, I've been trying to find some decentralized way to speak to sasu members but haven't come across anything thus far.
 
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L9my

L9my

I'm just procrastinating
Nov 22, 2024
1,183
distraction

i like music, so i loop it. maybe even fall asleep to the music
 
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princexhhn

princexhhn

ich will alles, was mir nicht hilft
Sep 26, 2023
320
I get really really invested in an interest or fandom I'm in. It's definitely not healthy when you do it to the extent that I do, but it works for me ig
 
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EternalHunger

EternalHunger

Biomisian
Sep 3, 2025
31
I get really really invested in an interest or fandom I'm in. It's definitely not healthy when you do it to the extent that I do, but it works for me ig
I used to do this heavily like with undertale, homestuck, SVTFOE, etc(ig it was an extreme form of escapism during childhood with how into so many fandoms I was) but I just can't seem to find any fandom that 'sparks' that feeling inside of me anymore. 🥹
 
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princexhhn

princexhhn

ich will alles, was mir nicht hilft
Sep 26, 2023
320
I used to do this heavily like with undertale, homestuck, SVTFOE, etc(ig it was an extreme form of escapism during childhood with how into so many fandoms I was) but I just can't seem to find any fandom that 'sparks' that feeling inside of me anymore. 🥹
Escapism wins! Honestly I think with how much I did it I just get attached to any sort of media I consume now. Anyways, I recommend Umamusume
 
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EternalHunger

EternalHunger

Biomisian
Sep 3, 2025
31
Escapism wins! Honestly I think with how much I did it I just get attached to any sort of media I consume now. Anyways, I recommend Umamusume
I heard of it because of Wplace but all I know is it being about human horses racing, I'll check it out!!! ^-^
 
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UnluckyPerson365

UnluckyPerson365

New Member
Sep 4, 2025
1
I cant deal with it. I just bleed under the crushing force of loneliness all alone, in the dark, in a sad corner. With no one ever around.
 
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