How do you feel when you go out at night?

[Zegers]

Yesterday i was in a pub and the crowd seemed jolly, dancing and enjoying, but i felt disconnected (as inferior) frustrated, powerless, wretched, dejected and utterly lonely.

Does it resonates with you?
How do you feel when you go out at night?

 

[Darkover]

i go to the pub and nightclubs occasionally by myself get drunk and dance the night away doesn't bother me that i am alone i have a good time by myself getting drunk

 

[thebookofdisquiet]

The moment I step out of my house I completely dissociate, I act and interact how I'm "supposed to", being assertive and polite, but my mind is PAUSED. Absolutely no feelings or thoughts other than "where do I need to go and what needs to be done so I can go home again".

 

[thrashisland]

I feel free. That maybe someone can take the burden off my hands or can show me a new adventure. Though as a woman its inherently scary it sparks adrenaline within me.

 

[Zegers]

i go to the pub and nightclubs occasionally by myself get drunk and dance the night away doesn't bother me that i am alone i have a good time by myself getting drunk

I feel free. it sparks adrenaline within me.

Its kind of addictive, but i don't usually have a good time. I understand that people who have a good time like it so much.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I never go out at night. I have no where to go, and no one to go there with. And I don't drink, so bars wouldn't appeal to me, anyway. The most "out" I ever do is to the grocery stores.

 

[Wyldfyre4948]

Sadly I don't go out anymore. Once a week I go out to get groceries, but that is the limit to me being out.

 

[leavingsoon99]

I feel like I don't belong here. I'm not human. I can't wait to pull the trigger.

 

[NambaSutra]

I don't leave my house except in full daylight. In the winter when it's cloudy and rainy for months I don't leave at all.

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

actually i only go out at night. is that weird?

 

[Ambivalent1]

Fear everytime I'm in public. PTSD is a living hell

 

[leavingsoon99]

Yesterday i was in a pub and the crowd seemed jolly, dancing and enjoying, but i felt disconnected (as inferior) frustrated, powerless, wretched, dejected and utterly lonely.

Does it resonates with you?
How do you feel when you go out at night?

I feel you.

 

[onceinthefuturewas]

I think I prefer to drink by myself, without others.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Sadly I don't really go out at night anymore but actually I wouldn't mind going out alone or with friends, that would also depend where I'd go and my mood, bar/restaurant/pub/party there so many ways to spend a night out.