TheLostCause
Falling Apart
- Nov 7, 2020
- 91
How do you guys go about making your plan? Do you pick a date and time then decide on a method that can be accomplished in that time or do you decide on a method before you decide on a time? Do you pick a method thats easily accessible or do you go out of your way to get something difficult to obtain to satisfy your chosen method. And location do you prefer the comfort of your own home or do you prefer to be out of the way so loved ones don't find you, does this influence your choice in method?
I've been going through my method, time, location and such. Ive written down my plan, its not finished as i still need to obtain some parts. Then i need to find a location, ive gone with making my method then going for a location to suit the method. Because my method is a bit drawn out ive always gone with starting late afternoon/early evening then finishing just after midnight.
My plan is to take alot of pill overdoses otc and prescription (i know alot of you dislike it as its not full proof but im using it as more of a backup/comfort thing and the amount im going to try get hold of should have a significant effect just on its own with the alcohol). I will take them over a few hours, then start with some alcohol a couple hours in to help ease my anxiety as that can get really bad. Then i leave the notes out then leave the house after my partner has gone to work, go to the location i select when i have picked one out then jump.
Im staggering the meds and alcohol so im not completely out of it by the time i get there, ile get there early and sit somewhere alone and finish the rest off before jumping
Also any suggestions to my method to make it go smoother is appreciated. I would have chosen the SN method but its been pointed out its very difficult to obtain in the UK and I don't want to draw any suspicions by trying to get hold of some.
I've been going through my method, time, location and such. Ive written down my plan, its not finished as i still need to obtain some parts. Then i need to find a location, ive gone with making my method then going for a location to suit the method. Because my method is a bit drawn out ive always gone with starting late afternoon/early evening then finishing just after midnight.
My plan is to take alot of pill overdoses otc and prescription (i know alot of you dislike it as its not full proof but im using it as more of a backup/comfort thing and the amount im going to try get hold of should have a significant effect just on its own with the alcohol). I will take them over a few hours, then start with some alcohol a couple hours in to help ease my anxiety as that can get really bad. Then i leave the notes out then leave the house after my partner has gone to work, go to the location i select when i have picked one out then jump.
Im staggering the meds and alcohol so im not completely out of it by the time i get there, ile get there early and sit somewhere alone and finish the rest off before jumping
Also any suggestions to my method to make it go smoother is appreciated. I would have chosen the SN method but its been pointed out its very difficult to obtain in the UK and I don't want to draw any suspicions by trying to get hold of some.
