Help how do i write a letter over something really stupid

[elonsnumber1]

i want to write something to the people i love before i ctb but my reasoning would be really dumb to everyone but me. i dont know how to explain myself well but i need to write this and theres no way im not gonna ctb. anyone have tips so i can maybe write something decent without sounding selfish for ctbing

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that in a note I would say things like "this is what I really wanted", just to give people some kind of closure and just explain my feelings towards life and how I hate existing. It's really a personal thing though deciding what to write in a note, and anyway why should what others think matter. Suicide is a personal decision and nobody should ever have to justify their reasons for leaving this world.

 

[missingpeace]

Say your reason and the fact that you couldn't stand it anymore, no matter how much you tried. Say that it was nobody's fault (if that's true) and the decision to ctb was yours alone. Also that noone would have been able to change your decision about ctbing. Mention that you really loved them and that you want them to carry on living happy lives even in your absence.