Help How do I overcome survival instinct?

[Valsalva]

Why did. your attempt fail?

 

[9137890]

Not of my SI. My own stupidness. I cut my throat, 5 times but the only knive what I got, was so unsharp that I could not cut deep enough. At that time I had no internet access, no books or any other information, I did not know how to make a hangman knot and how to sharp a knive. So it was the only what I had. At least I could overcome SI relatively easy.

The joke is I have now much more knowledge, money, materials, softy methods and even know how to theoretical make cyanide but cannot overcome SI anymore.

 

[Valsalva]

Thx. Pls. do NOT try cutting. Never works. Hangmans knot doesnt work either. Just causing freaking pain. Best wishes!

 

[suicideintended]

I agree on the cutting. It's a great self-harm method to release mental pain but it almost never works for ctb and that's from numerous personal experiences. Even if you're doing it the right way and at the right spot and to the right depth , it takes so long and sometimes you clot up

 

[CheeseBursT]

Hi I'm from India a poor country. I have methods to die by suicide yet. I do not have enough money to enact on them. I'm thinkin of dying by nitrogen asphyxiation. I spent all my money on buying the cylinder and it's delivery. Now i'm saving for its refilling and it's transportationm i live in a village so transportation is very costly to the filling centre. I tried partial hanging yesterda but as soon as I get dizzy. I stand up in unciously die to survival instinct. Now I have a question. Is the dizziness coming from obstructin of carotid arteries or jugular vein. if the dizziness is coming from the arteries is it enough to kill me in 30 minutes if I subdue my survival instinct? Can anyone please answer.?
Do not mind my spellings because my hands are still shaking after my attempt
Do not mind my spellings because my hands are still shaking after my attempt