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JimmyDean90125

JimmyDean90125

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May 1, 2026
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Every time I've attempted or come close to attempting my fear/survival instinct gets in the way and makes me stop. Do you have any advice on how to numb the fear physically or kill it mentally?
 
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isthisthingon

Specialist
May 16, 2026
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It's all in our head. In all of my researching on this forum there are no tips or tricks other than to expect it.

What methods have you attempted?
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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I don't know. I've watched so many videos. Some look so lost but most seem like they just do it. So many with no hesitation.
We must break at some point but I don't see how I haven't already.
 
JimmyDean90125

JimmyDean90125

Member
May 1, 2026
9
Hanging on a door, suffocation. Why do you ask?
 
dearn

dearn

Professional Bulimic
May 30, 2026
34
I wish I could answer. Tried once and now I am so scared. I think it's the fear of failure, the consequences behind and the pain

Take care 🫶
 
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Front Back

Experienced
Apr 27, 2026
204
Hanging on a door, suffocation. Why do you ask?
When our brains preceived that we're going to be in pain (Hanging not really instant) you're SI kicks in.
There's no way to just get over fear of living cause that makes us Human. Desperation often needed, or simply makes yourself don't think straight
 
ugulamugula

ugulamugula

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Mar 25, 2026
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Experience something that ruins your life and just do it
 

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