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suicidal_tendencies

suicidal_tendencies

Suicide is a word that resonates within me...
Mar 17, 2025
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My friends suspect that I am going to ctb this saturday (which is the case), because I said some things like that it doesn't matter anyway, and because I seemed a little unmotivated lately.
I also ctb in a game we played today and, they are now pretty confused, I think.
So, how do I make my friends believe everything is okay?
 
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ma0

How did I get here?
Dec 20, 2024
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I'd say your best bet is to play it off as a dark joke, I've been in some pretty similar situations and most of the time, saying I was joking usually gets people to back off. I have a pretty dark sense of humor anyway, so they do believe me.

(Also nice DDLC pfp :3)
 
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Redacted24

Might be Richard Cory... or not
Nov 20, 2023
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Agree, and also start talking about future things as if you're thinking/ planning - hey I just saw that this group is going on tour in the fall, we should look for tickets... that kind of stuff.
That and downplaying what you hinted at will tend to make others believe you were just having a bad day and not serious. :heart:
 
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suicidal_tendencies

Suicide is a word that resonates within me...
Mar 17, 2025
61
Okay, so here I am sitting with a friend (who isn't too conscious about my plans btw.), waiting for the others to come. The spot where I want to ctb is 50 meters away and I have everything prepared. The only things I have to overcome is
1. my fear
2. my friends and them noticing
3. my own thoughts of still wanting to live
 
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Freebandzgang

Freebandzgang

Cant believe that we made it this far
Mar 17, 2025
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Okay, so here I am sitting with a friend (who isn't too conscious about my plans btw.), waiting for the others to come. The spot where I want to ctb is 50 meters away and I have everything prepared. The only things I have to overcome is
1. my fear
2. my friends and them noticing
3. my own thoughts of still wanting to live
are you ctbing while your friends are there? That would heavily affect them mentally and there is a chance they might save you.
 
suicidal_tendencies

suicidal_tendencies

Suicide is a word that resonates within me...
Mar 17, 2025
61
are you ctbing while your friends are there? That would heavily affect them mentally and there is a chance they might save you.
they could find me, I'm jumping from a transmitter tower. I thought about saying, that I go to the toilet or something like this, however I am now very uncertain and don't know whether I want to ctb or live a little more. But next week on tuesday I have my final exams, so the decision should be made now.

thanks for the quick reply.
 

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