Discussion How do I know if I am ready?

[obei]

So for the last few days Ive been feeling a little different about suicide.
Ive always had this idea that if things go wrong I can always ctb but ill still try to live my best life.
But lately I started to feel kinda… calm about it?
Like it will bring me peace and I dont feel the need to continue anymore.
I dont see any point in trying anymore. The only thing keeping me here is my loved ones still, but I feel like I can even get selfish for once and do it still.

 

[dinosavr]

It's probably not the answer you expected but I think when you'll be ready, you'll just know it.

 

[OrphicEnd]

Act as if you were going to do it, for example for SN, do the equivalent of your diet with homeopathy, then finish by drinking very salty water. If you believe in it, it will give you a good indicator.

 

[FuneralCry]

I agree that it's a feeling one has and only they truly know but it must be a relief to feel calm, I wish you the best.