Help How could i stop backing out from my suicide attempts

[StaticCryBabye]

This week i really want my ctb to be successful and finally end it all. I've failed to killed myself for over 5 times just because im to scared or i will gaslight myself into thinking it's not worth it.

 

[friendofbirds]

i relate to this. i want to, i really want to, but something within me is too cowardly to do it. even in my fantasies of death within my mind i fail. it's frustrating

 

[justastranger]

Find the right method for you, if you are second guessing yourself, it's not your time yet. Set out a clear date for when you plan to do it, and commit 100%. Make sure you actually want to do it. (I'm not saying you don't want to, just a precaution.) Research into some stuff, and go on the suicide comp (Lots of info there)

If you feel afraid, you can ask around and see how you can stop this from happening. You can be less afraid if you try a less painful but high success rate method.

 

[AshClouds]

cowardice is the biggest threat to my plan, if I decide to go through with it. You just have to be psychologically prepared for it i guess. As I posted in another thread, only the ones who successfully went through with it can really tell is how its done, to bad they can't give us advice.
Also if you're backing out because you have doubts, then maybe you should reconsider. Only go through with it if you are 100% sure.

 

[jonward55]

Looking for the same answer here.

 

[HerculePoirot]

Of course benzos or similar drugs may help reducing last minute fear and overcoming survival instinct. But that's an artificial, chemical way to accomplish your suicide despite your natural defenses. Now the question is: are you sure you want to overcome your natural defenses to the point they no longer protect your body against your brain, allowing you (ie your brain) to destroy yourself in violation of the laws of nature?

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly hate how difficult it is to leave this world, I just think that once somebody has a method that they feel confident in only they know when the time is right for them to leave this world. There are just no easy answers to this and I really wish that there was an option to just pass away in peace. Maybe many of those who succeeded just got so desperate but I do envy those who left this world.