How can I solve this before I ctb

[OrganicCow]

Hello.

I want to ctb so badly. I have too many things going on in my life right now. Actually maybe the latter. I have nothing going for me. I just sit at home all day doing nothing. No job or anything I have no purpose.

I am going to go by hanging. I have hung myself before and I can handle it.

Its just a little tricky because currently me and my mom are splitting rent. We're both on disability and every month we both pay half of the rent. My only worry is that if I die then my mom wont be able to afford rent.

I currently have around $20,000 in savings and I think that I could leave that for her so that she is able to afford rent for a little while while she figures things out.

Is that an okay plan?

I just need to know how to make sure my mom wont be homeless.

Any advice is appreciated

 

[Cepheuss]

The best thing to do is leave her your savings itll buy her enough time to figure out a plan. If youre set on ctb there isnt much more you can do unless you choose to stick around a few more months where you live frugally and save some more money just to try help more but it could be easy to get stuck in a loop.

 

[kurgan]

If you being alive is what keeps your mum housed and prevents her from becoming homeless, then that's enough purpose to keep living.