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Terrible_Life

Warlock
Jul 3, 2025
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How can I finally choose a date and ctb?
Mu life is a damn nightmare every day I suffer from lots of things and either I ctb or seek help but I definitely don't want to seek help because that never helped me and now I have no energy left for that bullshit.
So how can I finally die???? What stops me? Its all prepared I'd die. Everything works perfectly. Every day is another argument to ctb its like being hungry so you do the logical thing and eat something. Now in my case i suffer horribly and have no other option so why the hell can't I finally do the only logical thing!?
 
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For me the only reason is my son it id be long gone
 
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