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RoadBLOCK

RoadBLOCK

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Jul 9, 2024
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I have been living with him for more than a year and I have never seen him cry, regret, or feel sorry for the past, or stay up at night sad. There are many like him in the world. How could I have become emotionless like them?
 
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Mirrory Me

Mirrory Me

"More then your eyes can see..."
Mar 23, 2023
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Your own thoughts about person may cause them act certain way- so how do you imagine him being closer to you.
 
Mirrory Me

Mirrory Me

"More then your eyes can see..."
Mar 23, 2023
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No one is heartless, to be fair.
 
RoadBLOCK

RoadBLOCK

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Jul 9, 2024
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No one is heartless, to be fair.
There are many people I know who are heartless. The first of them was my lover who did not cry, nor regret his past, nor repent of his mistakes. He is very healthy. How do you think I became like them?
 
Mirrory Me

Mirrory Me

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Mar 23, 2023
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Maybe you were giving too much and he took it for granted, so he didn't value you enough, or that's what you thought.
 
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themummyreturns

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Sep 2, 2024
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I don't think it's something you can turn on or off like that…

You're either built that way or you have empathy etc, which is no bad thing…
 
RoadBLOCK

RoadBLOCK

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Jul 9, 2024
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I don't think it's something you can turn on or off like that…

You're either built that way or you have empathy etc, which is no bad thing…
I don't want to be emotional, I want to be like other people
 
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themummyreturns

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Sep 2, 2024
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I know, I feel your pain, I want the same thing I just don't think it's possible to not feel, not love etc.

It's how we are, for better or worse…
 

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