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Mar 10, 2020
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i'm feeling increasingly ready to go however it is thanksgiving week in america. it would absolutely crush my family to leave them so close to the holiday and would most likely ruin it for them for the rest of their lives. i don't want to do that to them, especially my dad. but the weather this week is the best it's going to be for the next several months and i feel ready. i don't want to miss my chance. how horrible would it he to do that to them?
 
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DysphoriaKilledMe

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Nov 21, 2022
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I'm in the same boat. I want to try to make it til next week, but I do not have much fight left in me. I am sorry life has pushed you this far.
 
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FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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I believe that losing someone would be hard to deal with for those left behind no matter the time of year, but after all grief and loss are a part of life, it's inevitable. I do believe it to be a personal decision to decide when to leave this world, only you know what is best and I believe that we all have the right to exit any time that we want. But it does sound like a difficult situation to be in, I wish you the best.
 
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