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Sep 12, 2020
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When I woke up and the hours after, I slightly felt like I was going insane - like in my dream, but numbness took over. Besides the numbness, a weird feeling(?) of rage/self-destruction or something like that accompanies me today. I wanted to let out anger on a tree today, but for some reason I couldn't do it. I'd like to rip my head off if I could.
 
NodusTollens

NodusTollens

Nov 17, 2020
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Calm.

I've been living in various states of anxiety over the last few days, but today I'm calm. Perhaps it's because I've been laying in bed since I woke up (2hrs ago) &haven't had any negative interactions yet.
 
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