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barely_afloat

barely_afloat

meh
Aug 29, 2023
66
Not much goes on in my life. It's pretty empty. I wish it wasn't so empty.
 
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-nobodyknows-

-nobodyknows-

I will face my fate.
Jun 16, 2024
654
They're good people, but I don't think I really belong with them. I'm a lot more messed up than anyone else I know
 
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bleeding_heart_show

bleeding_heart_show

Member
Dec 23, 2023
88
At this point I only keep contact with others because it would be a pain to have them showing up looking for me if I went silent.

I would have to change my address, email, and phone number to avoid contact being reestablished.
 
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_soulless_

_soulless_

Another victim of psychiatry and big pharma
Mar 16, 2025
37
Narcissists
 
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relapse

relapse

Member
Mar 8, 2025
72
I barely have any people in my life and the few people I know feel uncaring. Being alone makes me feel less lonely than interacting with others
 
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barely_afloat

barely_afloat

meh
Aug 29, 2023
66
At this point I only keep contact with others because it would be a pain to have them showing up looking for me if I went silent.

I would have to change my address, email, and phone number to avoid contact being reestablished.
Honestly, I wish someone would care that much. But well, only if they cared for the right reasons.

I barely have any people in my life and the few people I know feel uncaring. Being alone makes me feel less lonely than interacting with others
I get you. I wish it wasn't like this. Wanting people but the right people who actually care.
 
Arrival03

Arrival03

Member
Jan 1, 2025
56
The only people I have are my family, most of whom are awful. My sister just yelled at me for closing a window.
 
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bleeding_heart_show

Member
Dec 23, 2023
88
Honestly, I wish someone would care that much. But well, only if they cared for the right reasons.

It is frustrating that we cannot trade problems.

I would prefer if nobody noticed my disappearance.
 
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SchizoGymnast

SchizoGymnast

Student
May 28, 2024
122
A lot of people care about me...so much so that when I went missing for a few hours, the police were called. I was so embarrassed!

I am a bit of a paradox. I work in retail and human services and I have the gift of gab, a winning smile, and that whole people-loving personality. But inside I just want to be alone in my room, pondering dark things with my cats. I view extended social interactions as a high intensity workout. I need to prepare before, power through, and recover after.
 
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BoyWhoTripped

BoyWhoTripped

New Member
Nov 18, 2023
3
Nowadays I've cut contact with a lot of people who were close to me, for various reasons. I'd say I don't interact much with people in my life, and even if I did, it wouldn't make me feel any less alone. I don't really belong with anyone here. I often feel alienated and like I can't connect with anyone emotionally. It's quite lonely.
There are a select, very few people who care and show me kindness though, and I love them and appreciate them deeply.
 
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supremacyofdeath

Member
Apr 16, 2025
24
I have no family.
My mother was abusive growing up and my father checked out of my life pretty early on. Everyone else I'm just biologically related to I don't speak to. For good reasons.
I don't have any friends
My coworkers are very polite, usually talk about video games and music or complain about management/bitchy customers/workload. Pretty surface level things.
My girlfriend is pretty much my whole life. I only talk to her. It's fine but I tend to get uneasy when she delays to reply or just isn't very affectionate outside of what feels like cuddling and sex. she spends all her time on video games with her friends while I'm at work and usually stays up way after I come home. She'll ask me how work was goodnight/goodmorning and whatnot but we used to be way closer. We're very close yet a bit strained. But I love her with all my heart and she's the goddess of my heart.
 
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Dark Moon

Dark Moon

Ostracized Autistic Loser
Sep 21, 2022
774
I just have my family left. I think my mum somewhat cares about me still and that's it.
 
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Aplev

Student
Oct 16, 2021
107
No one really. Quite literally. Just a few online people I talk with occassionally.
 

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