ForeverCaHa
Heartbroken Welshman
- Feb 16, 2025
- 442
I went ahead and booked the hotel for my chosen date. I figured there's no use delaying that part. I have SN, Metos, and can purchase Paracetamol when I arrive in the city.
I just have a few final questions (I say 'final', but I'll inevitably think of more before the time comes!):
1) Where do you think is best to lay in the bed? I will have the bin next to me for when I vomit, but that means I'd have to be close to the edge of the bed. I don't want to risk falling out after I am unconscious and alerting the people below me if any thrashing happens. Not that it would change much, but I'd rather be tucked up in bed when I go! I imagine I'll vomit when unconscious, so maybe if I keep the bin/bucket on the bed with me, then put it on the floor when I feel I am losing consciousness? Once I'm out I can't really help dirtying the sheets. I've never fainted before, so this will be new to me.
2) I know this is going to be highly dependant on each person, but what is a general timeframe for consuming SN and death? I plan to drink it at around 11:30pm. This is mainly so that if any friends or family message me (they are all aware that I have been struggling since the death of my partner, so I assume someone will message or call to check on me) I will be able to respond and put off any worry for that moment. Is 12 hours enough to ensure death? Surely it would be, right?
3) Just for funsies, should I get a lemon or a peppermint bathbomb? The hotel room has a bath, and my partner and I always used to use them, so I figure it would be a comforting way to spend my last evening.
I just have a few final questions (I say 'final', but I'll inevitably think of more before the time comes!):
1) Where do you think is best to lay in the bed? I will have the bin next to me for when I vomit, but that means I'd have to be close to the edge of the bed. I don't want to risk falling out after I am unconscious and alerting the people below me if any thrashing happens. Not that it would change much, but I'd rather be tucked up in bed when I go! I imagine I'll vomit when unconscious, so maybe if I keep the bin/bucket on the bed with me, then put it on the floor when I feel I am losing consciousness? Once I'm out I can't really help dirtying the sheets. I've never fainted before, so this will be new to me.
2) I know this is going to be highly dependant on each person, but what is a general timeframe for consuming SN and death? I plan to drink it at around 11:30pm. This is mainly so that if any friends or family message me (they are all aware that I have been struggling since the death of my partner, so I assume someone will message or call to check on me) I will be able to respond and put off any worry for that moment. Is 12 hours enough to ensure death? Surely it would be, right?
3) Just for funsies, should I get a lemon or a peppermint bathbomb? The hotel room has a bath, and my partner and I always used to use them, so I figure it would be a comforting way to spend my last evening.
