callmeskin
Skin
- Sep 14, 2023
- 26
I've felt so hopeless lately, i feel like everyone around me is disappearing slowly.
i had a boyfriend for 4 years but the past year i hardly even spoke to him even though he was my boyfriend. i was convinced that i didn't want anything to do with him anymore and i was hoping everyday that he would break up with me, but now that he finally has broken up with me i can't help but feel so bad, im crying and i feel like a mess. I know this feeling will pass eventually and that i know it was the right decision but sometimes i doubt myself and i hate this feeling i will have to live with for a while now. i guess just seeing him actually block me everywhere made it all so real to me. just never thought he'd actually fully disappear from my life, i wouldn't mind him as a friend but he declined which i get since i did him so wrong.
i had a boyfriend for 4 years but the past year i hardly even spoke to him even though he was my boyfriend. i was convinced that i didn't want anything to do with him anymore and i was hoping everyday that he would break up with me, but now that he finally has broken up with me i can't help but feel so bad, im crying and i feel like a mess. I know this feeling will pass eventually and that i know it was the right decision but sometimes i doubt myself and i hate this feeling i will have to live with for a while now. i guess just seeing him actually block me everywhere made it all so real to me. just never thought he'd actually fully disappear from my life, i wouldn't mind him as a friend but he declined which i get since i did him so wrong.
