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Apr 15, 2022
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I can't find a method I'm so hopeless and desperate.
I can't buy SN or N cause I'm broke. Can't buy a gun cause the country i live in has strict gun Laws. There's no place near me that's high enough to jump off that can effectively kill me. I can't do partial hanging I've tried a few times but SI is too much to handle. I'm to scared to try drowning and i don't want to jump Infront of a train cause I don't wanna traumatize people that have nothing to do with my life. There's literally nothing i can do pls help
 
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Darkover

Darkover

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Jul 29, 2021
5,649
buy a needle and inject yourself with air that can kill you at a cost of 5$
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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This is the same struggle many here go through, sometimes for months, sometimes for years. I hope you can find peace somehow.
 
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Apr 15, 2022
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buy a needle and inject yourself with air that can kill you at a cost of 5$
Yeah i thought about it before but it has a very high chance of failure so I don't know if i wanna do it
 
Darkover

Darkover

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Jul 29, 2021
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Yeah i thought about it before but it has a very high chance of failure so I don't know if i wanna do it
yeah well i don't think i could take myself out that way
 
jodes2

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Aug 28, 2022
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I'd save up for SN. It will just take a bit of time ❤️
 
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Bah

Things will be better when I'm dead and gone
Nov 18, 2022
17
Your pain and despair is very valid. It seems that this world is designed so that we have to live a life full of suffering without having the right to a dignified exit.

I'm in a similar situation, I have little money and I'm looking for SN but I'm starting to get desperate and I need to leave soon. I'm thinking of hanging up but it scares me so much. I'm looking at options like carbon dioxide but it seems complex because you have to find a suitable site to avoid putting others at risk.

I have found this method, it can be done in a swimming pool, beach even at home if you pass out putting your head in a bowl with water maybe?
I want to practice later...

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/shallow-water-blackout.4315/
 
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Apr 15, 2022
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Your pain and despair is very valid. It seems that this world is designed so that we have to live a life full of suffering without having the right to a dignified exit.

I'm in a similar situation, I have little money and I'm looking for SN but I'm starting to get desperate and I need to leave soon. I'm thinking of hanging up but it scares me so much. I'm looking at options like carbon dioxide but it seems complex because you have to find a suitable site to avoid putting others at risk.

I have found this method, it can be done in a swimming pool, beach even at home if you pass out putting your head in a bowl with water maybe?
I want to practice later...

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/shallow-water-blackout.4315/
ooh looks promising, I'll look into it
 
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Sep 24, 2020
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I do hate the world we live in that makes suicide so unnecessarily difficult for us. We really shouldn't have to suffer so much to find ways to leave and I get that it can certainly be dreadful feeling trapped here with no way to escape. I really wish that suicide is more straightforward, but I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.
 
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