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fowlbandit

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Mar 7, 2023
59
Embarrassing how many times I've done a post like this, but hopefully, this is actually the last. There's no point. Every time I think I'm getting better it just gets worse again. Pray this works please. Its a bit last minute and not planned, but I can't do this anymore.
 
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betternever2havbeen

Enlightened
Jun 19, 2022
1,118
@mercysangel I really think you should wait, if it's last minute and not planned that doesn't seem like a good idea at all. What are you thinking of doing? I'm sorry you're feeling so bad right now do you want to talk about what's going on with you?
 
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fowlbandit

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Mar 7, 2023
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@mercysangel I really think you should wait, if it's last minute and not planned that doesn't seem like a good idea at all. What are you thinking of doing? I'm sorry you're feeling so bad right now do you want to talk about what's going on with you?
when i planned it it didnt work so i dont see the point in trying all that again for the chance it wont work. when i talk about it i just end up leeching of the the other person
What method are you using?
cutting my wrists but if that doesnt work maybe hanging will not sure
 
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Letgo

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Apr 1, 2023
319
But are you 100% sure?
 
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Letgo

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Apr 1, 2023
319
That tonight is the night
 
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Letgo

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Apr 1, 2023
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I understand. If you did not plan it just take a moment. Cutting is not a good method. Hanging is not as easy as it seems. Take a moment so it can be well planned and avoid getting hurt for the future.
 
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betternever2havbeen

Enlightened
Jun 19, 2022
1,118
when i planned it it didnt work so i dont see the point in trying all that again for the chance it wont work. when i talk about it i just end up leeching of the the other person
If there's no one in your life to talk about it with you can share it here, lots of us have vented on here about our problems, no one will mind.

Cutting has a really low success rate from what I know plus it might be painful and you really don't wanna mess hanging up. I really think you shouldn't be impulsive like this when you do something as serious and final as CTB.
 
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LittleJem

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Jul 3, 2019
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please don't cut your wrists. Really risky and unlikely to work
talk about it with us
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Cutting is a self harm method rather than one that is recommended if someone wishes to succeed in ctb, it has a less than 2% success rate but anyway I wish you the best and I hope that you eventually find the freedom that you so desperately wish for, it certainly is so awful when existing just continues to get worse.
 

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