Method Hopefully this will do it!

[QuincyME]

Last week I bought a Taurus Judge which is chambered for .45 Colt pistol ammo and .410 shotgun ammo. I bought a box of .45 Colt JHP. I live near 1 million acres of forest. I plan on walking for a good couple of miles into the forest so that in the event that I fail nobody will be able to find me anytime soon and worst case scenario, I'll bleed out and die. I plan on going the intra-oral route roughly at a 20-30 degree angle upward. I'd rather go to the side of the head, but my confidence in this location is low. I'd like to wait until it gets warmer and the lakes are thawed so I could do it in water and drown if the bullet fails to do its job, but my depression is so sever that I just can't wait anymore. I don't want to do it in my apartment or garage because of the mess it will leave for someone to clean up. Any last words of wisdom or advice before I make my final journey?

 

[maplebar]

Hope you find peace

 

[snwcolt]

I think you're overthinking it a bit but I suppose that's better than the alternative. Do you mind if I ask what state you're in?

 

[QuincyME]

Hope you find peace

Thank you!

I think you're overthinking it a bit but I suppose that's better than the alternative. Do you mind if I ask what state you're in?

I want there to be 0% chance that I survive this. I've studies people who have survivved suicide attempts with firearms and the "alternative" is horrifying. They're mistakes could be divided into three categories (small caliber bullet, shot placement, and rapid medical intervention). My plan takes all those factots into account. I'd rather not identify the state. We still have snow though.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the freedom from suffering you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[KillingPain267]

There will still be a "mess" someone has to "clean" up whether they find you in the garage or if the rescue team has to fish you out from the lake. Unless you have absolutely nobody who will consider you missing or check up on you once in a while, then I guess the fish and bacteria will have a feast by "cleaning you up".

 

[wham311]

Thank you!

I want there to be 0% chance that I survive this. I've studies people who have survivved suicide attempts with firearms and the "alternative" is horrifying. They're mistakes could be divided into three categories (small caliber bullet, shot placement, and rapid medical intervention). My plan takes all those factots into account. I'd rather not identify the state. We still have snow though.

How do you make sure you don't miss?