Hopefully the Day Will Come Soon

[!WILL!]

I have saved up enough money to be able to afford what I need for my preferred method (SN). Now the only thing I need to worry about is finding a place where I won't be found and a place to have my stuff delivered. I'll most likely try getting a PO box. My time range for when I plan to ctb is 1-4 years from now since that should be enough time to get everything in order. I hope it works the first time. I feel like getting to die is the only thing I have to look forward to.

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

It really sucks……. I wish you didn't feel that way. I hope things will somehow get better for you. And if they don't, and you're still adamant about your decision to go, I hope it will be peaceful.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

1-4 years from now isn't exactly coming soon. Good luck with everything until then. If you live that long you can probably eventually afford N if that's better to you.

 

[FuneralCry]

Dying is the only thing I look forward too as well. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.