
GravityUtilizer
Born to lose
- May 22, 2020
- 737
That's what we're here for! It's better to keep those thoughts here instead of risking yourself on FB.
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I do have the urge to get drunk every single time I have a drink. My suicidal thoughts hit me like a ton of bricks the next day too.I totally get less suicidal for the first few hours but perhaps, dangerously, more so in the last few.
Not that I need to get drunk EVERY time I have a drink...
I drink to relieve stress and self criticism inside, although I cannot predict how it effects me. Sometimes I'm quite a happy drunktard, the other times - I think of blowing my head off. So yeah...I totally get less suicidal for the first few hours but perhaps, dangerously, more so in the last few.
Not that I need to get drunk EVERY time I have a drink...
Do you guys get more or less suicidal after ingesting alcohol?
I think less-so for me, although after like 8-10 pints I get that 'ahh fack everything' 'oh woe me' feeling lolLay it off here mate. I'm not sober either so we will understand eachother
Do you guys get more or less suicidal after ingesting alcohol?
It makes me feel less suicidal but thoughts come back after a while.Do you guys get more or less suicidal after ingesting alcohol?
Lay it off here mate. I'm not sober either so we will understand eachother
Do you guys get more or less suicidal after ingesting alcohol?
Suicidal thoughts + hangover = hellWhen I drink i feel as if I am no longer autistic. Then I get the hangover the next day, remember that I still have autism, and feel suicidal again.
Any songs to recommend? I love listening to Alice in Chains while drunk. Speacilly their unplugged songsI love depressing indie rock and it makes me all emotional.
Er, you're meant to just say don't do it!draft it here!