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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
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I think I've got a problem.
 
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Deleted member 14386

I am not advising anything
Jan 28, 2020
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you and me both! vent if you need
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,157
That's what we're here for! It's better to keep those thoughts here instead of risking yourself on FB.

Tenor 41
 
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TheSoundofTime

TheSoundofTime

In time you will find peace...
Aug 9, 2020
71
Lay it off here mate. I'm not sober either so we will understand eachother
Do you guys get more or less suicidal after ingesting alcohol?
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
737
I totally get less suicidal for the first few hours but perhaps, dangerously, more so in the last few.

Not that I need to get drunk EVERY time I have a drink...
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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I totally get less suicidal for the first few hours but perhaps, dangerously, more so in the last few.
Not that I need to get drunk EVERY time I have a drink...
I do have the urge to get drunk every single time I have a drink. My suicidal thoughts hit me like a ton of bricks the next day too.
 
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TheSoundofTime

TheSoundofTime

In time you will find peace...
Aug 9, 2020
71
I totally get less suicidal for the first few hours but perhaps, dangerously, more so in the last few.
Not that I need to get drunk EVERY time I have a drink...
I drink to relieve stress and self criticism inside, although I cannot predict how it effects me. Sometimes I'm quite a happy drunktard, the other times - I think of blowing my head off. So yeah...
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

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Jul 19, 2020
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Do you guys get more or less suicidal after ingesting alcohol?

I haven't had a drink in almost two years. I actually feel I've been more suicidal since being sober.
 
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Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
810
I always feel depressed at the end of a drinking session, I can work out my limits so I drink enough to not get peer pressured into drinking more but so I wont feel like sh*t afterwards. Feel free to vent as much as you need. Sending hugs :hug:
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
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I drank 6 stella artois cans yesterday. Now the hangover is really strong lol
 
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Deleted member 14386

I am not advising anything
Jan 28, 2020
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Lay it off here mate. I'm not sober either so we will understand eachother
Do you guys get more or less suicidal after ingesting alcohol?
I think less-so for me, although after like 8-10 pints I get that 'ahh fack everything' 'oh woe me' feeling lol
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
737
I did 14 months abstinent recently and it basically just revealed how suicidally depressed I was. Now it seems I'm really into binge drinking and feeling depressed two days later... (I'm definitely not actually into the latter.)
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
737
Yeah for me when I'm finally running out.
 
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NoneMoreNegative

NoneMoreNegative

Member
Aug 27, 2020
65
Lay it off here mate. I'm not sober either so we will understand eachother
Do you guys get more or less suicidal after ingesting alcohol?

Significally less suicidal, then after a couple of hours back to baseline.
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
737
We're doing okay folks: current FB activity = zero. But this is usually the riskiest time of all.
 
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puritysokol

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Aug 19, 2020
4
When I drink i feel as if I am no longer autistic. Then I get the hangover the next day, remember that I still have autism, and feel suicidal again.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
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When I drink i feel as if I am no longer autistic. Then I get the hangover the next day, remember that I still have autism, and feel suicidal again.
Suicidal thoughts + hangover = hell
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
737
I love depressing indie rock and it makes me all emotional.

And TTBTD you forgot work. For all those poor suckers out there.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
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I love depressing indie rock and it makes me all emotional.
Any songs to recommend? I love listening to Alice in Chains while drunk. Speacilly their unplugged songs
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
737
Ok a bit older than indie but play 'Kathy's Song' by Simon and Garfunkel and swoon.
 
OfThePraxicOrder

OfThePraxicOrder

Live bad, Die worse
Aug 22, 2020
26
I get more suicidal when I get drunk, my thought process just goes out the window, i haven't drunk in the past 4 months, mainly because it would always lead to me self harming when I would get drunk.
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
737
For modern-ish indie check out the View and the Cribs.

Definitely not modern tbf but yes and yes.

Also Glasvegas.

Definitely Glasvegas.
 
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
737
I HAVE A STRONG URGE TO WRITE SOMETHING SOPPY ON FACEBOOK.
 
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Deleted member 14386

I am not advising anything
Jan 28, 2020
784
draft it here!
 
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Deleted member 14386

I am not advising anything
Jan 28, 2020
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oh.....yeah that too!
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Born to lose
May 22, 2020
737
All right maybe something like this?

'Don't think I can't feel that there's something wrong

You've been the sweetest part of my life for so long

I look in your eyes, there's a distant light

And you and I know there'll be a storm tonight

This is getting serious

Are you thinking about you or us?

Etc. etc. etc.'
 
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