Venting Homesick

[conquest_gold]

I feel like I'm not meant to be here. I'm not meant to be in this world. I don't belong.

It's as if I got put in the wrong being and this isn't my home.

I want to feel safe and loved. Like I belong, like I'm supposed to and I'm allowed to be here. I want to go home.

I just want to go home.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also see myself as not being meant for existing, I know that I only belong in the ideal state of non-existence permanently free from all suffering. But I get that it's so dreadful feeling trapped here.