• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
S

symatra

New Member
Feb 10, 2025
1
Does anyone know if someone has hired a hitman or someone else to kill them relatively recently? I want to die desperately but the innate human desire to live is strong and I don't want my last moments to be ones of fear nor do I want the risk of becoming a vegetable. Is it realistic to hire someone to kill me? Or like some kind of MAID program in the US?
 
  • Like
Reactions: KlassPowder
GIGN.Officiel

GIGN.Officiel

Member
Nov 12, 2025
87
I wouldn't go for it, man. It's a lot of money and an unreliable source. I understand the struggle of overcoming your survival instincts but I personally wouldn't put my death in the hands of a stranger. You could get scammed, plans could fall through and you could be in huge legal trouble if caught, and you generally don't know the intentions of the person you're hiring. They might have additional plans besides what you hire them for, if you catch my drift, and I would hate for that to happen to you, especially if you're just looking for peace.
 
  • Like
Reactions: JassieDusk, lovelydove, mjolnir and 4 others
F

Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,988
This only works in movies and on TV. There is no such thing as a website to hire a hitman to kill you.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Mooncry and CaptainSunshine!
doomofman

doomofman

Member
Oct 23, 2025
31
Such services exist but they are expensive and not accessible to the average pleb.
 
  • Like
Reactions: KlassPowder, Mooncry, madameviolette and 1 other person
rainatthebusstop

rainatthebusstop

feel free to kill me
Aug 20, 2025
213
Honestly unless you got contacts to a crime organisation your chances are much more likely to end up getting institutionalised. Which is disheartening.

You don't happen to know your local street gang perchance? Maybe they can be persuaded to do it. Probably not but at least they aren't as likely to put you in the nut house
 
mjolnir

mjolnir

The One Who Falls From the Sky
Nov 15, 2025
200
This is definitely a bad idea.
 
S

socksnsandles

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
291
all the hitman listings on the dark web are scams. so unless u know someone from the mafia, probably not
 
M

MiaSanMia

Banned scammer
Oct 17, 2025
25
Good way to get the FBI to come and knocking.
 
L

looking4partner

Srry for bad social skills, likely autistic & ADHD
Oct 11, 2024
175
Does anyone know if someone has hired a hitman or someone else to kill them relatively recently? I want to die desperately but the innate human desire to live is strong and I don't want my last moments to be ones of fear nor do I want the risk of becoming a vegetable. Is it realistic to hire someone to kill me? Or like some kind of MAID program in the US?
1) I actually read about a couple people on here who said when they did get in contact with a hitman and the person realized it was a self-hit request, they didn't/wouldn't do it because of their own moral code basically. I guess they are willing to go after someone else but not if it's a self-wish?

2) In the stories I have heard about hitmen & hitmen attempts, they did not use methods that were quick or painless. This example is not painless, but possibly quick: like, instead of shooting someone with a gun, they bludgeoned them or used a hammer. Maybe the type of person who would do hitman jobs is already on a list (criminal history) and cannot legally purchase a gun anymore.

3) If you do find someone willing to do this, it would probably be someone who enjoys harming people and also wants to torture you. And would probably lie about that being part of the plan until it's too late. (I saw an article about 2 girls on this website who met up with someone agreeing to help CBT together. -These were 2 separate occasions, I don't think the girls ever met each other- Instead, he r**ed & strangled them. The girls both survived and probably have PTSD and more frequent ideation now because of those experiences.)
 
  • Like
Reactions: DeathSweetDeath

Similar threads

S
Replies
3
Views
406
Suicide Discussion
Painforever
P
Serena fuga
Replies
31
Views
1K
Suicide Discussion
koalaty
K
Crematoryy
Replies
10
Views
347
Suicide Discussion
Bootleg Astolfo
Bootleg Astolfo
The Disqualified
Replies
4
Views
600
Suicide Discussion
noah12
noah12