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Memoka

Memoka

The Galaxy Mage
Mar 21, 2023
71
I think its just not for me.
Cant feel connections with people.
Want to sleep forever. Smiling is cool. Crying is cool. But 9/10 times i feel nothing. Like watching lame film.
Be grateful for all feelings. Keep on living is okay. CBT is okay.
Love everyone!
 
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GoForDeath

Student
Oct 7, 2021
101
Welcome! Hope that you find what you're looking for on here.
 
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IWasColdBesideYou

IWasColdBesideYou

The Flowers Bloom And Wither Forever
Mar 13, 2023
16
i feel the same way about life. ive been through some shit but at a certain point it just stopped bothering me, like it never happened. now its the unshakable feeling of emptiness and not even feeling human because i cant start a conversation with my family members.

Anyhow, Love You too friend.
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
721
I feel this. I'm not sad anymore. I used to be, when I still believed in the 'good' of life. Now, I'm actually happier that I see life for what it is. I cannot connect with people, and really don't want to anymore. I'm not compatible with this life, and I'm fine with that. I am just working up the nerve and knowledge to free myself. I think it'll work, and pray that it does. Much love to you!!!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,794
I also see myself as not being meant for life, it really would be so ideal to just have the option to permanently sleep for all eternity. But anyway, I wish you the best.
 
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Archness

Defective Personel
Jan 20, 2023
577
Same. Of corse I do prefer sweetness over sour, but in the end it won't matter.
Why suffer? On that note, what's the point of these pleasures I experience?

Waiting to die all day... I'll cut to the chase and ctb sooner rather then latter. Still deliberating to take that step.
 
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Memoka

Memoka

The Galaxy Mage
Mar 21, 2023
71
Same. Of corse I do prefer sweetness over sour, but in the end it won't matter.
Why suffer? On that note, what's the point of these pleasures I experience?

Waiting to die all day... I'll cut to the chase and ctb sooner rather then latter. Still deliberating to take that step.
Then try more pleasures before that.
Love u man.
Maybe should try therapy. But... just cant go outside. And the guys in white coats don't help at all. Only laugh
 
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