Help hi? again. (I failed)

[mave_rain]

how do I talk about this correctly.
a few months ago I posted here asking a question regarding me and a friend of mine ctb'ing together.
safe to say. I failed.
I won't go into detail of what method we attempted but in short he succeeded, I didn't.
I'm not interested in recovery, so does anyone have a particularly painless method that I could get done?
for a better point of reference im being heavily watched. so I don't have as much freedom as I previously did (I just got to leave the mental hospital).

all I really have access to his oxytocin, Advil/other over the counter pain killers, cleaning products, various vitamins, and a half empty bottle of jeagarmiser.
(I don't know if any of this is helpful)

I could really use some help, thank you.

 

[Davey40210]

I'm so sorry this happened to you and that nobody responded to your post. It must be very sad that your friend managed to move on while you are still here.

The problem is I think we are not allowed to push people towards a method or to doing something.. so that is probably why nobody responded.

I do wish you a peaceful transition if you manage to cross over.