Here I am, staring at the void again...

[nureinFuchs]

Tonight I find myself again thinking about everything I've been through in my life, a great feeling of emptiness overwhelms me.
It's in the middle of these nights where I feel most at peace, this silence makes me feel like I don't even exist.... and I love it.
It's on a night like this that I'd like to CTB, but my turn hasn't come yet.
I'm patiently living my days knowing that with each passing day... I'm close to leaving this existence.
I have great respect for those who had the courage to leave, I hope that each one finds what they are looking for.
Sometimes I wonder what happens after death, but I know that answer will only come when I experience death myself.
I am grateful to be able to appreciate at least a modicum of tranquility in these moments, I feel sorry for those who cannot, and end up having to deal with problem after problem.
For them... I wish good luck...

Farewell

 

[Ontwon]

Sometimes I get so depressed it feels like im floating, disconnected from everything. The deep sadness and empty internals can at times be a respite from being present. Tranquillity is all i want

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be a relief to be able to feel some kind of peace in this cruel, dreadful world, I also admire those who've managed to free themselves from existence, I think they are fortunate as they are now unable to suffer.

 

[nureinFuchs]

It must be a relief to be able to feel some kind of peace in this cruel, dreadful world, I also admire those who've managed to free themselves from existence, I think they are fortunate as they are now unable to suffer.

I appreciate your kind words. I wish you can find a bit of peace too..

Sometimes I get so depressed it feels like im floating, disconnected from everything. The deep sadness and empty internals can at times be a respite from being present. Tranquillity is all i want

I hope you find a bit of peace one day