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Susan Caswell
Specialist
- Feb 25, 2019
- 316
I have only posted once before but I am getting very desperate. I have been suffering deafening hammering Tinnitus and extreme hyperacusis in both ears for 20 months it came on from nowhere. I have a jet engine in one ear and workmans pneumatic drill in the other and both have a hammering I can feel vibrating into my feet. The anxiety this has caused is crippling me weight loss massive hair loss body bouncing and shaking. I have recovered many medical conditions including cancer and a big back operation I can cope with pain but this in your ears 24/7 day in day out is cruel and dementing. Even applied to 3 Euthanasia Clinics in Europe but no go not terminal. I thought it was a person choice as long as of sound mind which I am. I have gone from very happy healthy with a lovely life with so many hopes dreams and plans to a tortured demented wreck I cant even function now. I am no good with technology daren't buy lethal pill on line and wouldn't know how to anyway. I don't want to live like this its too much suffering. Don't know if I dare jump in case not successful only other thing I can think of is stopping eating and drinking but think it would take too long. I cant believe I am even posting this please can anyone help me. Should I keep trying Dignitas oh god please someone help me I cant believe this has happened to me its deafening I cant take this level of noise in my ears the feel full vibrate with the volume such pain they wouldn't let animals suffer like this.