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bigworm

bigworm

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Jul 20, 2024
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The only viable option for me is by train.
I live near train tracks and I'm so broke I can't afford anything to do it with so the train is the option I've come to.
I need advice on what way I should do it with the train. I don't know what would be the better option, decapitation or jumping in front.
I don't care about pain levels as long as it doesn't last for more than 30 seconds.
 
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Yaka

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just would have to make sure it was going fast enough for jumping in front cause most of the time in the citty they slow way down for cars and such so it woudent do shit if it was jumpped in front of
 
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bigworm

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just would have to make sure it was going fast enough for jumping in front cause most of the time in the citty they slow way down for cars and such so it woudent do shit if it was jumpped in front of
Lots of country out here so I'm assuming that won't be much of an issue
 
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Yaka

Yaka

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Lots of country out here so I'm assuming that won't be much of an issue
still really depends so I guess I would go for decapitation if you arnt 110% sure its going fast enough for the latter
 
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sugarb

thief of silent dreams
Jun 14, 2024
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The only viable option for me is by train.
I live near train tracks and I'm so broke I can't afford anything to do it with so the train is the option I've come to.
I need advice on what way I should do it with the train. I don't know what would be the better option, decapitation or jumping in front.
I don't care about pain levels as long as it doesn't last for more than 30 seconds.
With decapitation you'd have to keep your head on the track and stay unnoticed until it comes. From what I heard from somebody else on here, when the train starts coming the track feels almost hot from the vibration and it's very loud and scary

Jumping in front is it's own bag of trouble but it only requires a moment of resolve instead of several seconds or even minutes
 
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bigworm

bigworm

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Jul 20, 2024
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With decapitation you'd have to keep your head on the track and stay unnoticed until it comes. From what I heard from somebody else on here, when the train starts coming the track feels almost hot from the vibration and it's very loud and scary

Jumping in front is it's own bag of trouble but it only requires a moment of resolve instead of several seconds or even minutes
Do you have any idea if there's a specific way to lay on the track for decapitation. I don't want to have it be slow and painful just painful/painless and within 30 seconds or so. I've never really studied how a train moves on the track (I probably should before I attempt) I am so low that I doubt I'll feel regret but I understand in the moment how it can be different.
 
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Angel999

Wanting to die for 12 years
Jul 19, 2024
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i plan to do the same, lay in front. im worried about cowcatchers though, it is impossible to get an answer if it will ruin the attempt or not. And trains somehow seem slow as fuck here, even though when i drive them the counters inside show speeds up to 100 km/h, idk whats up with that. head on rail only, it makes no sense to le all the way, because you just risk amputated limbs. itd be best to do at night and be as invisible as possible possibly at a turn? but it would be difficult to do here cause there are lots of people just waiting to beat you up here, past 10PM subhumans come out to fuck with other people.
 
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Praestat_Mori

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May 21, 2023
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Not that I would recommend train method at all for obvious reasons.

The "best" way is ofc decapitation when you are able to put your neck on the train tracks and stay in this position.
 
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Kusogaki

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Mar 22, 2023
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I do not recommend jumping in front of a train as a viable method. Completely agree with @Praestat_Mori, It's very likely that you will fail. I would want my last moments to be peaceful not fearful. I recommend Shallow water Blackout, You don't have to buy anything well if you wanted to go the extra mile you could buy a weighted belt there's nothing you need to buy, It's painless and very accessible.
 
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I do not recommend jumping in front of a train as a viable method. Completely agree with @Praestat_Mori, It's very likely that you will fail. I would want my last moments to be peaceful not fearful. I recommend Shallow water Blackout, You don't have to buy anything well if you wanted to go the extra mile you could buy a weighted belt there's nothing you need to buy, It's painless and very accessible.
Can you elaborate more on shallow water one? What if you can swim? It is definitely not that useful right?
 
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bigworm

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I do not recommend jumping in front of a train as a viable method. Completely agree with @Praestat_Mori, It's very likely that you will fail. I would want my last moments to be peaceful not fearful. I recommend Shallow water Blackout, You don't have to buy anything well if you wanted to go the extra mile you could buy a weighted belt there's nothing you need to buy, It's painless and very accessible.
Do you know how long it would take to blackout. I'm not really concerned about the pain part as I am the time till I blackout.
 
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Kusogaki

Kusogaki

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Mar 22, 2023
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5-7 minutes I believe I believe I have a thread about it if you want me to send it to you. @bigworm
 
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outerspaceangel999

outerspaceangel999

be forever with my poison arms around you
Jun 15, 2024
101
5-7 minutes I believe I believe I have a thread about it if you want me to send it to you. @bigworm
hey, sorry to barge in, but could you send me the thread please? i'm still debating on a method and this seems safer than what i've come up with so far
only if that's okay with you ofc!
 
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mors vocat

mors vocat

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Sep 14, 2023
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hey, sorry to barge in, but could you send me the thread please? i'm still debating on a method and this seems safer than what i've come up with so far
only if that's okay with you ofc!
I'm also interested in this
 
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Mäximum

Mäximum

All the effort for nothing...
Apr 5, 2023
210
Here's the thread @bigworm @leaftomb
 
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Kusogaki

Kusogaki

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Mar 22, 2023
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hey, sorry to barge in, but could you send me the thread please? i'm still debating on a method and this seems safer than what i've come up with so far
only if that's okay with you ofc!
So sorry I didn't get to get back too fast enough! But I have a couple other things to add about that method if you want to PM me.
 
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outerspaceangel999

be forever with my poison arms around you
Jun 15, 2024
101
So sorry I didn't get to get back too fast enough! But I have a couple other things to add about that method if you want to PM me.
No worries man we all have lives!:)
 
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