Help me! no one to contact

[Littlebeeme]

I have been wanting to "commit" for the past 15 years… well ever since I've become conscious. I remember holding my hands to my neck when I was 5, and trying to drown myself in the bathtub as well. I know the way I want to go is the most peaceful, through drugs, Like fentanyl. However I have no one to contact to get me anything like that. No friends, no nothing. I don't want to do anything that would cause a mess for someone to clean up, or traumatize someone… not sure where to go.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I've always wished to not exist as well, to me it really would be such a relief if peaceful methods like that became accessible, to peacefully cease existing is all I see as desirable. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.

 

[thinvy]

Several options in here that link to threads for specific methods.

Suicide Resource Compilation

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sanctioned-suicide.net

instructions on how to get anything you can't get in person or as easy as amazon or w/e

How to Access Dark Net Markets For CTB Resources

So I've gotten a few PM's and questions regarding DN markers and I decided to just do a write up for those interested to better access materials for CTB methods. I'll be explaining the steps with the assumption most people will use Tor on a Windows operating system. What's Needed: Tor Browser...

sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[rozeske]

As peaceful as fentanyl is, Like you most people's problem with it is not having access to a pure source. All the best to you in finding your peace.