Venting “Help is available! Call whatever number now!”

[Sans]

Whenever I look online for creative methods of CTBing or even anything remotely related to it, I get hammered with the "You're not alone. Help is available" crap. Google, you wouldn't lose anything besides a teeny tiny bit of revenue if I wasn't here, why do you care? There are many "how to commit suicide" videos on YouTube that are actually just clickbait followed by people virtue signaling to get us to not do it, when none of these people know my struggles. The number 8002738255 (the US suicide hotline) is burned into my brain. I am alone. No one would listen. None of the counselors know me or my struggles. All they would do is lock me up in a padded cell that is worse than prison.

 

[Ghost2211]

I've called those numbers before, well shall I say others have called them against my wishes. It was a complete waste of time as I expected it to be.

 

[foreverbroken28]

..And each time I called the suicide hotline, they made me feel worse than what I already felt.

 

[sickInsominic42]

I have a degenerative disease, eat through a feeding machine, chronic depression, bad anxiety, and chronic pain and they always tell me it will get better but it won't at all they just guilt me into staying in pain for their sakes which is pretty fucking selfish

 

[faust]

Just imagine the situation:
-Hello, guys, I am on the cliff, just wanted to say goodbye to anybody cuz I don't have anybody to say goodbye to.
-Sorry, are you planning to jump off?
-Yes, I will do that right now
-(Lost connection....)... It will get better!
-Oh, ye, it will...
Maybe it sounds funny, but for some people "it will get better" feels like "oh, you have just reminded me that I have no chances to improve my situation"