Hello I’m an old member to say this is it I’ve reached journeys end

[Meretlein]

I'm so sorry that you have suffered this much. I hope you find peace, you deserve it.

 

[StillWaiting]

I feel grateful that you are very nice to members by replying all the posts posted by the members. Though I feel sad that you are actually leaving but I wish you can finally find your peace and not suffer anymore.

 

[Umbra]

Under a blossom tree = outside? Make sure no one finds you and gets you "help."

 

[mpti]

I hope you don't have to suffer anymore. Good luck!

 

[dandan]

Aaaw girl you deserve to enjoy this last few days you decided, how are you tonight? Are you calm? Hugs

 

[alizee]

I hope you have a peaceful night when you end your life.

 

[Miss clefable]

27 years old.

I hope you find peace.

Hugs age is just a number it's how long you can endure I'm so very tired and thank u

I feel grateful that you are very nice to members by replying all the posts posted by the members. Though I feel sad that you are actually leaving but I wish you can finally find your peace and not suffer anymore.

Hugs some people stay some go but whatever your choice never feel like your weak either way takes a lot of courage

Under a blossom tree = outside? Make sure no one finds you and gets you "help."

I know

Aaaw girl you deserve to enjoy this last few days you decided, how are you tonight? Are you calm? Hugs

Hugs cycling between crying and then going numb im just listening to music how are you?

 

[Miss clefable]

You're a dude though

....I'm a intersex trans girl

 

[RM5998]

I hope you find peace, wherever you go... Goodbye and good luck, @Miss clefable.

 

[Miss clefable]

I guess your right I'm changing location it won't be under a blossom tree to near people so I'm going to a park instead sad face I'm bringing my duvet and pillow it's very secluded my plan is then to email the daily echo about my recent attack and how it lead to this.this boat yard wants me dead they talk about burning immigrants alive and the police have dropped the charges against the person who did this so I'm finally done my grandad does not even care anymore more worried about his money not even a are you okay it was like what do you want me to do about it
My top explains everything the one I'm wearing on the night along with a long black and white maxi skirt with white petticoat and black flats

I hope you find peace, wherever you go... Goodbye and good luck, @Miss clefable.

Still nice to see you here hugs I'm glad your still fighting

 

[Halo13]

I really like your shirt. That's a brave statement!

 

[Miss clefable]

I really like your shirt. That's a brave statement!

Lol most people think it's dark but it's only the truth

 

[MAIO]

Hello I'm finally going to ctb today later tonight under a blossom tree.Im a trans girl I'm 27 from the Uk Southampton.my life has just been endless chaos and torture from knowing I was transgender at the age of four to having no memory of myself until ten years old I've been emotionally abused by my alcoholic mother to an over bearing grandfather who cares more about his money than my recent assault to blackmailing me into a college course that had me almost murdered and didn't want to do. Ended up homeless at 23 almost died again from hypothermia outside a police station then I was raped and drugged.i recently pushed my gf away because I don't want her to feel bad.my most recent incident I was attacked with a knife at the boat yard I live at and the police have not even arrested the guy so yeah I've finally snapped. To all the lovely people I've met on here I love you all well except a couple but yeah my method is a massive overdose of nefopam codeine pregablin clonazepem and Xanax and alcohol I have tons so I'm gonna take my doll because she feels like my only in person friend sit under a pink blossom tree and hopefully just fall asleep listening to music and talk to you guys ❤❤❤

I hope you get whatever is best for you, good speed. That death sounds romantic to me.

 

[Miss clefable]

I hope you get whatever is best for you, good speed. That death sounds romantic to me.

Romantic yes but I want it to be everybody's ctb is different I just want it to be peaceful

 

[AtomicNewt]

I guess your right I'm changing location it won't be under a blossom tree to near people so I'm going to a park instead sad face I'm bringing my duvet and pillow it's very secluded my plan is then to email the daily echo about my recent attack and how it lead to this.this boat yard wants me dead they talk about burning immigrants alive and the police have dropped the charges against the person who did this so I'm finally done my grandad does not even care anymore more worried about his money not even a are you okay it was like what do you want me to do about it
My top explains everything the one I'm wearing on the night along with a long black and white maxi skirt with white petticoat and black flats

Still nice to see you here hugs ❤ I'm glad your still fighting

Oh darling I'm feeling for you. Makes me so angry that people are such shits. And that the services supposed to help can't cope or won't cope. I'm soton born and bred still visit regularly, even though I'm practically a hermit still just about going, if there's anything you'd like me to chase up for you or just whatever please get in touch. Maxi skirt and petticoat sound gorgeous by the way.

 

[Camille Lejeune]

The world is a shitty and terrifying place. You have been really brave. Hope you find peace.

 

[aquariusgemini]

Good luck. Hope you find peace

 

[puppy9]

I'm so sorry, and to be frank I don't know what to say. Just tears running down, and I hope as the prayer so beautifully put, you'll be at peace.

If it's not a bother can I have a fleeting glimpse of your doll ;because I have a dolphin plush from my childhood, and it's always been there when I'm sad and anxious.

No pressure though and I'm sorry if this irks you in any way. I'm afraid i'll hurt your feelings. hugs

 

[Miss clefable]

I'm so sorry, and to be frank I don't know what to say. Just tears running down, and I hope as the prayer so beautifully put, you'll be at peace.

If it's not a bother can I have a fleeting glimpse of your doll ;because I have a dolphin plush from my childhood, and it's always been there when I'm sad and anxious.

No pressure though and I'm sorry if this irks you in any way. I'm afraid i'll hurt your feelings. hugs

Looks as sad as I do

 

[KnightOfEnceladus]

Please consider doing this somewhere more secluded so you won't be found and "rescued." Choosing a public place makes this come across as more of a suicidal gesture or cry for help...

 

[dandan]

Hugs cycling between crying and then going numb im just listening to music how are you?

I'm alright , I want to leave something behind, so I'm pursuing building a pyramid like scheme where all the money on top goes to help stray dogs, then human and charities , software is built , works with bitcoin, litecoin, but can be paid in USD or Pesos, I just need the right execution , at least the stray dog association loves the idea and them can help me get started, today I want to built a "simulation" where no real Bitcoin/money is involved just to prove my point.... Other than that , fuck it

 

[Miss clefable]

Please consider doing this somewhere more secluded so you won't be found and "rescued." Choosing a public place makes this come across as more of a suicidal gesture or cry for help...

I have changed it for when the time comes I just want to cause chaos then ctb before winter

 

[SinisterKid]

White man volunteering, save me the bother.

Seriously, glad you have postponed for now, I did think your choice of location, whilst admirable, would lead to discovery.

 

[Miss clefable]

White man volunteering, save me the bother.

Seriously, glad you have postponed for now, I did think your choice of location, whilst admirable, would lead to discovery.

Mean like white suprematists just want to kill them I've had ENOUGH so many gay people trans people people of colour and different religions

 

[alizee]

Mean like white suprematists just want to kill them I've had ENOUGH so many gay people trans people people of colour and different religions

Like a homicide suicide?

 

[LonelyGhost]

I'm post postponing had Xanax and Klonopin now I just want to kill people white men in particular

Seriously??? The white men are the problem thing is brainwashing gone berserk. I wish you peace but honestly that's very sad you would say something like that.

 

[puppy9]

Looks as sad as I do

Thanks for sharing , and this is my friend; if you don't mind me sharing.

 

[SinisterKid]

Seriously??? The white men are the problem thing is brainwashing gone berserk. I wish you peace but honestly that's very sad you would say something like that.

Try not to judge someone you have never met. You know zero about their issues, all you have seen is a few posts in this thread. Not really enough is it to make any reliable judgement of why someone has said/written something. We do try not to judge around here.

 

[LonelyGhost]

Try not to judge someone you have never met. You know zero about their issues, all you have seen is a few posts in this thread. Not really enough is it to make any reliable judgement of why someone has said/written something. We do try not to judge around here.

but hate and racism toward a particular "skin color" is okay? I hear about this all the time in society too. "White males are the problem" We are all equal. We are spiritual beings in human bodies. I just think it's sad that someone would make such a statement. I have a right to an opinion and I think that's very immature. Like I said we are all equal... Come on you can agree with me on that can't you??

 

[Empty Smile]

Mean like white suprematists just want to kill them I've had ENOUGH so many gay people trans people people of colour and different religions

Hey! Was wondering what became of you. Glad to see you found your way back.

I'm not a white supremacist, does this make me immune to your murderous spree?