lackadazeE
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- Jul 29, 2023
- 33
I was invited out for coffee with my girlfriend and a coworker of ours only to receive a text today that said she sent the message by mistake and meant it for my other friend. She apologized and said I could still come but I refused since I wouldn't have been invited if the mixup didn't happen in the first place and I didn't want to impose. I cried for hours after this and vented to another friend of mine but it didn't really help with how I'm feeling. I thought I was getting along with my coworker so I was quite excited for once in a long while about this since I only have three friends including my girlfriend. It just hurts so much to think a door was opening up for me only to be slammed in my face. I'm already struggling to wake up in the morning everyday I don't have anything to really live for and my friends aren't helping with that. I really don't have anyone I can rely on and nothing to look forward to. I know my friends apologized and tried to include me so I should feel grateful for that or something. This is just another letdown in a series of endless letdowns and I'm just really struggling to see the point in living anymore when it's just constant suffering. It may sound over dramatic but I'm so tired.
