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menheraboy

menheraboy

Member
Apr 16, 2025
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i have both bpd and autism and it makes my life feel so much worse. i don't pick up when people are mad, but i also am hypersensitive to others feelings. i feel so conflicted. i hate it and i just want to CTB asap to get rid of this suffering.

i'll finally reach peace if i ctb
 
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LittleMagician

LittleMagician

Experienced
Apr 17, 2025
224
i have both bpd and autism and it makes my life feel so much worse. i don't pick up when people are mad, but i also am hypersensitive to others feelings. i feel so conflicted. i hate it and i just want to CTB asap to get rid of this suffering.

i'll finally reach peace if i ctb
I feel this too..
 
Lapdog6795

Lapdog6795

Member
Mar 24, 2025
45
I feel you man
I'm also autistic with depression
 
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lastch

Student
Oct 2, 2024
100
Autism and bpd here. Got diagnosed with autism only recently and I can't help but wonder how different my life would have been if I was diagnosed earlier.

I feel your pain šŸ«‚
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,949
I just want to be free from all the suffering as well, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I hope that you find the peace you search for.
 
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WrathfulGloom32

WrathfulGloom32

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Oct 12, 2024
1,166
I'm Autism + CPTSD which can't be diagnosed officially in my country so it's just Autism + childhood trauma which nobody cares for in my country anyways, superb. I definetely get it, suicide solves all of my problems
 
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other-ghost

other-ghost

rotting
Apr 5, 2025
81
i feel you, i'm also autistic and bipolar.
it just sucks to be around neurotypical, it drains us so bad, it's just.. tiring to live with people like them. So, i feel you. I hope you'll find your peace someday.
 
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TheSeeker

Member
Mar 1, 2025
29
Don't worry RFK Jr. is going to find a cure!...Right guys? :mmm:
 
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littlebunny

Member
Jan 12, 2025
9
I only have the autism part and it makes me want to give up trying. I feel like I have no good future waiting for me no matter how hard I try.
 
L9 CHOCOSYRUP

L9 CHOCOSYRUP

L9MY LIVES ON
Nov 3, 2023
247
i have both bpd and autism and it makes my life feel so much worse. i don't pick up when people are mad, but i also am hypersensitive to others feelings. i feel so conflicted. i hate it and i just want to CTB asap to get rid of this suffering.

i'll finally reach peace if i ctb
i have this exact combination and i know exactly what u mean
:heart::heart::heart::heart:
 
northevelyn

northevelyn

Little Void
Mar 26, 2025
66
I have BPD and Autism as well. It's a hell of a combo. I'm wanting to ctb too because neither of these are curable.
 

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