Help Having a tough evening.

[Suicide_vampire]

Hi all, I know I have been pretty quiet today, I'm sure some of you are happy about that, haha, just having it really tough. Seem to be falling down the rabbit hole, I haven't self harmed in a number of years but it's the only image in my head, beginning to feel there is no point in anything, I keep struggling on year after year, and have nothing to show for it really, apart from lots more mental scars.
I feel like I could go out into the street and just scream, I'm frustrated and I'm tired of this endless nothingness that is my life. I get little if any pleasure out of things, I'm not even sure if I know what happiness feels like I think I have never felt it.
I'm just tired of the routine of nothing that I have days get longer, nights get longer and time just goes on... I don't even know what I'm trying to say

 

[BPD Barbie]

Hey lovely,

If you need someone to talk to, my messages are always there for anyone who needs them. I hope you're feeling slightly better now. We all have off days, tomorrow is a new one. Focus on that

 

[Steamm]

I feel you. I'm a f**king disaster. Just want to blow my head open right now.