having a brain is a curse

[Darkover]

having a brain is a curse knowing that you are alive yet someday your end up dead is the most depressing feeling ever
having a brain that is aware is not the curse the curse is not being able to doing anything about it pointless meaningless excise in futility
i know i'd of taken myself to bits and repaired the damaged

 

[Mortalist]

There are many things we don't understand about the brain and its functions.
What you describe, however, is the reason why anything has meaning. Even our suffering. And even meaninglessness itself.
We can't live forever. But a thing isn't beautiful because it lasts, but because it isn't forever. That is what I hope to accomplish before I part on. A death in peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

At least humans have the awareness unlike animals who are trapped here only acting in a way in order to survive, humans can recognise that life is just a futile cycle of endless suffering that serves no purpose and is just an unnecessary harm.

But the tragedy lies in the fact that suicide is so difficult despite this and how people continue to procreate despite supposedly having the ability to be aware, too many people in this world are just delusional sadly and they cause other existing beings to suffer more. So therefore existence certainly is a curse that I believe only death can bring relief from, I've only ever wished for permanent nothingness as without the ability to exist then there is no suffering. As long as one exists they are only destined to suffer.